BXBX NOVEL Chapter 148 - Do I Know The Person You Love?
Jason looked at her as Tania asked that question.
They both just kept staring at each other as Jaosn doesn't know what he should answer her. But he never thought, Tania can love someone... Because he never saw that anytime that she is intretsed in someone like that... But she is always working and was used to just do her job and would be out of the company... But from the past few days, he is seeing a different Tania... That he would never expect that he will see... But he did.
Seeing Tania like this intretsed in someone and talking about People's relationship is rare to him to see but he wants to know why she is suddenly changing and is intretsed to know about Valentina's relationship and as well as who she is interested in.
Unknowingly, It hurts somewhere to Jason that, Tania loves someone... And he so wants to know who is that... If not, it's like, he couldn't be able to keep himself right!
"Why do you think that, Mr. Ainstone?" Tania agian asked making Jason look away from her.
"Umm... I just... You know, I thought... You might... Not... Want a... Umm... " Jason stuttered.
"I am a human too... A woman... Who has feelings and all... I want a guy in my life too... It doesn't matter what he does and all... I just want a guy who is perfect in his own way!" Tania said with a smile making Jason just stare at her.
"I love a guy... But... He can't he mine... I know the feeling how it will be if your love will not love you but..." Tania cut off in mid sentence as she realised what was she is about to going to say.
Jason frowned at her as she cut off in mid sentence and saw her shaking her head in nothing.
"Umm..." Tania stuttered.
"But what, Tania?" Jason asked making Tania stuttered and she looked out of the window.
"Tania..." Jason called but Tania didn't turn towards him. He kept his hand on her hand making her turn towards him.
"But what, Tania?" Jason asked looking at her with his cute eyes.
"But love someone else's..." Tania answered making Jason eyes wide.
"What? Who is the person that you love?" Jason asked making Tania chuckle and Jason frown.
"What happened, Tania? Tell me who is he? I can might help you out in anyway... How can he lose a gem like you?" Jason asked making Tania smile.
"He already found his gem in someone's else, Mr. Ainstone... I am no gem to him..." Tania answered making Jason shook his head.
"No... You are absolute gem... Do you even have any idea... How much you are worth it?" Jason asked and Tania chuckled again.
"It doesn't matter, Mr. Ainstone... He doesn't at all look at me... Well... I don't even know if he knows that I exist until a few days back..." Tanai said making Jason frown.
"Huh? What do you mean?" Jason asked making Tania sigh.
"Can we not talk about this anymore?" Tania aksed.
"But... You know, I might can help you out with anything..." Jason answered and Tania shook her head in no.
"No, Mr. Ainstone... Let's not talk about it anymore..." Tania said making Jason sigh.
"Alright... If you say so!" Jason replied and Tania nodded her head in yes.
It was so silent in the car as no one talked anything and that silenec irks them but it felt good as they can keep their minds on something that is going on in their brains.
Tania looked out of the window as tears rolled in her eyes at what she just said to Jason.
She wanst to know that how much she loves him but she couldn't as he is already in love with her boss... She knows it's so wrong to love her boss best friend but she couldn't help hut fall head over heels for him. Tania knows that from so long that he is in love with her boss... She can just say that by looking at the way he looks at her and she is just shocked that he couldn't see the love in her eyes by just looking at Tania... Guess, she thought her feelings are not so strong like his or else, she did so great at keeping her feelings away from anyone without getting anyone notice it.
If that's the thing, then she doesn't want to do it and keep things away from anyone... But she needs to... For her boss, Valentina... She should! It's Only Tania's responsiblity to see Valentina happy with the love she craved for and she knows that, Valentina cannot ever love Jason but Xavier because she saw how strong Valentina's feelings can get but she still wants Jason's love to win... It doesn't matter to her anymore, who will be unhappy with it... But just cares about only one thing that, she just wants her boss, Valentina to be happy no matter what and for that, Tania is ready to do anything for Valentina.
Tania knows that Valantina will be only when Xavier will be hers but as Xavier is married and she knows that he can't be hers until he is divorces and come to Valentina...
Tania only wants Valentina to be happy in the Xavier's love but she knows that, he is no worthy of her... So, Tania wants Jason to be with Valentina. Tania's feelings towards Jason doesn't matter to her anymore... When all she wanted that Valentina to be happy in her life.
Valentina was a biggest support to Tania... Since she is graduated... Valentina looked after her... Valentina didn't look at her as a fresh graduate but a woman with standards... She saw good in Tania... And knows that, Tania worked so hard for herself for where she is and she knows who knows the value of hardwork will last long for her in the company and she wanted someone trust worthy... Tania was so innocent before she started working for Valentina but seeing Valentina, even she changed her attitude knowing that this world needs an attitude and rude girl to the one who wnats them in their bed and think that woman shouldn't work and so on...
Tania was so proud of her boss, when she joined the company because she is a young woman who is trying to grow up in this industry with a men's like tiger who is ready to snatch everything they have and attcak them as soon as they get a chance.
Tania shook her head and took the thought away from her head as she doesn't want to get messed up infront of Jason.
Tania turned her face and looked at Jason saw him thinking about something deeply. She was doing her best to read his mind as their is a frown on his forehead but she couldn't able to and she felt him like, she lost him to another world. She took a deep breath and again tried to read but just then, Jason turned his face towards her and raised his eyebrows at her.
She was taken a back as Jason looked at her with her eyebrows raise. She shook her head at him as a lost girl making him chuckle and she blushed... She doesn't have any idea why she blushed but she did... She tried so hard to not to look at Jason and was scared that Jason might see her blushing but he didn't...
She thanked God and took a deep breath. Soon enough, Jason pulled his car infront of a hotel drive way.
They both got out of the cars and walked inside the hotel.
The manager showed them their table and they sat down on their table and ordered their dinner.
They both still sat down in silence without talking with each other but Jason got sick of that silence and called Tania's name.
"Tania..." Jason called making Tania look at him.
"Can I ask you something?" Jason asked making Tania frown.
"Umm... Sure, Mr. Ainstone..." Tania answered.
"Are we alright? I mean, our relationship?" Jason aksed making Tania take a deep breath. She brethed in deeply looking into his eyes.
"Yes, Mr. Ainstone... We are good!" Tania answered making Jason smile brightly.
"We are good friends right?" Jason asked with a smile making Tania smile. She nodded her head at him with a smile making Jason smile.
"Yes!" Tania answered making Jason smile brightly.
"Then as a good friend of yours, can I ask you another question?" Jason asked making Tania raise her eyebrows.
"Sure..." Tania answered but she was still hesitated on what he is going to ask her.
"Do I know the person you love?" Jason asked making Tania heart beat fast and she took a deep breath on not telling him what but still, she took the confidence and looked into his eyes.
"No!" Tania answered making Jason sigh.
"It would be good if I know him... Damn!" Jason cursed making Tania smile a little.