BXBX NOVEL Chapter 229 - First Love!
He is sure that whatever he did with her is making her talk like this but this sudden burst from her making him so scared that he is sure that she will do something that will make him regret something...
Because, he knows that, she surely knows how to bring down a person down without much efforts... But Xavier is someone that is close to her. Not close but the person he loves...
The person. That is the love of her life... He knows that, she can\'t do anything to a person she loves but he is sure that, if she goes crazy about the things do to her... She wilk surely take revenge on him.
Suddenly, seeing her like this... Making him scared of her...
Sacred of the love of his life. Who he loves a lot in this world. He sighed as he thinks that, he lost the innocent love inside her that she had to had inside her for only him... Only him!
Xavier has no idea what he should do right now... Because, he is not at all sure what will happen in the future about the things he is thinking to do!
Because, one clue to Valentina can take her to something that can reveal everything...
Xavier doesn\'t at all want that to happen. The only main reason is, \'He doesn\'t want tos we her hurt.\'
Yes, he accept that whatever his Dad did was wrong... And as a son, Xavier covering up his mistakes is wrong too. But, he can\'t help it but cover up the things. Everything will mess up if once... Only once things get revealed. Xavier is scared if Valentina won\'t listen to him once she gets to know about the truth.
In the first place, Xavier did all this because he doesn\'t want her to know about the truth. If she does, then... She will he scratched, Vunerable. She will not be the woman, she is!
She will turn into a ruthless woman and will never leave anyone alone that will make her innocence go away. Not only that, but she will not have mercy on anyone...
Xavier sighed as he doesn\'t have any idea about what he is do right now...
That only thing that looks better to him right now is to... Seduce her! That was the plan of his father. And he finds that plan so good than anything right now to save everyone.
He took a deep breath and looked at Valentina who is looking up at the dark sky.
He saw her... Her hair flawing in the air... And saw her... Looking absolutely gorgeous. And her lips curled into a small smile. It\'s not a happy smile or anything... But a smile that says, \'I am alright... Not I am not.\'
Her eyes got dull... They aren\'t shuny as they were anymore... It\'s so dull... Seems like... Crying in pain... Everyday! That hurts like hell for sure. Crying alone without knowing any other person sucks. He knows that feeling much better than anyone.
She has none to share her feelings and how is she doing. Even though, there are people, who care for her... She still, can\'t open up to anyone... Except to herself! Because, she was alone from her birth... All alone! She is all alone to herself. She has grown up all alone by herself! She is the one who shared everything to herself. She cried to herself... She cried for herself. She has cursed for herself! She has shouted for herself! Whatever she did until now is for only herself. Because there are none in her life to do something for them!
And there were none to tell anyone about the things she is going through right now... People around her look at her as a shamless woman who seduced a married man. But, none has no idea what that married man means to her.
It\'s love. She couldn\'t forget the love that has come to in her life and gave her hopes. Made her fly in the sky by giving all his strength.
If not him, she would never been here for sure... That first love, her first means a lot to her. She sure can find an another guy... But she is sure that he will never make her feel like her first love. Because it\'s special for her. A person can love anyone... But giving hope, strength to fly in your life and having Faith in someone is something that only few can give and tell things that can make them feel special from the bottom of their heart. Life jas turned into many ways for Valentina... And she, Almost lost hopes on her life... But the person who stood infront of her right now is the person who became a reason for her to smile in her life. She will be greatful for him for her entire life. Because he is special for her. He is precious for her. And so, she doesn\'t want to let him go... No matter what!
But things are getting way harder for her... It feels like... Being alone broken heart is better than tying yourself in this Choas that is making your life a living hell that is even so hard for her to breath.
She never thought, he would marry someone else... While still loving her. She did never! But, she has nonidea what happened either... And what made him do this...
If betrayed her, then why he is back in her life? Because he is scared that she might do something that can make him regret marrying somone else?
Valentina is not sure about anything... But she is only sure about one thing that is, he still loves her and there are secrets that he is keeping away from her... But why?
Why he is keeping things away from her?
Isn\'t relationship means sharing things? She smiled again thinking that, there is no relationship anymore...
It\'s an unnamed relationship that they always wanted to make it turned into a happy married life relationship...