BXBX NOVEL Chapter 242 - You Deserves Better Than Me!
Jason mind is a mess right now. He has no idea what is going on right now and seeing how Tania is behaving with him a few minutes back made him scared.
"Does she loves me?" Jason asked himself as he looked at Tania.
He sighed as he tried to close his eyes but he couldn\'t. He just couldn\'t. He can only Remember what happened with Tania a while ago.
Those words that she said to him made him doubt that she loves him?
"But... How is this possible? She said she loves Someone already? But... She has never told who she loves..." Jason said as he opened his eyes and looked at Tania.
"No... She doesn\'t love me... That\'s not true... I can\'t believe this..." Jason said as he shook his head in no. He so wants to go near Tania and wake her up and ask her the question that is going on his mind. But seeing her sleeping like a dead person... He thought she won\'t at all wake up even how hard he tried right now.
"Ohh... God. What is happening with me?" Jason asked as he sighed.
"I don\'t have any idea what is going on with me right now... Why is these things happen with only me? Why are you making me turn like this? You have already snatched away the girl I love and now... What are you planning to do with my miserable life?" Jason asked as he sighed.
He had told everything to Xavier... A few days back about what happened between him and Valantina. The day that Valentina asked him what they should do and how to tell Xavier everything. He wanted to help her in anyway...
Jason knows that Valentina won\'t at all te by herself to Xavier that she has slept with him. She knows taht Xavier will be hurt listening to her and so, Jason took that step towards Xavier when he talked to Valentina and saw her thinking to give a chance to Xavier who was always with her in her hard times. Because he knows that Xavier deserves her more than anyone.
They were always together in every hard time and now, he can\'t just snatch the girl away from someone she loves.
Yes, he is married and has a wife for himself at home that is waiting for him but Xavier doesn\'t love her.
But it\'s still worng to sleep with someone when he is already married to someone else... But this is something called love. They can\'t be away from each other but Xavier did promised that he would take divorce soon from Rose and marry Valentina.
Xavier has not told anything about why he had to marry Rose. But he did told him that there is a situation that had caused him to marry Rose without his willingness.
His father is the one who forced him to marry Rose. Yes, he is not a kid to marry someone who ever his dad tell too... Hut he had said to Jason that whatever he did to save his family. His family was in danger and he needs to marry Rose the other day to take out his family from that danger and that is why, Jason had warned Valantina about Edward that day but she still doesn\'t care much about Edward who can the main player of the game.
Jason has his eyes from that day on Edward but he has done nothing and didn\'t gave out any clue out...
Edward is surely is playing a safe game with everyone around them... And Jason figured it out. Now, the only thing he needs is some proof that is against him but he knows it that most toughest job to get that proof against Edward.
He can\'t doubt on him just like that. Even though, it\'s an assumption for Jason... He still doesn\'t know that if it\'s Edward that is playing around with everyone or not.
But one thing is sure for Jason is that, if Xavier got into this forcefully then there might be a reason behind why he had to do this?
Jason tried a lot for him to tell about why he had to do this. But he couldn\'t find out.
Everything is just mysterious for him right now.
He thought that maybe, Xavier will immediately call Valentina and ask her about her sleeping with Jason but he was shocked to see that Xavier didn\'t discuss about this with Valentina. But he knows that Valentina will surely bust out on him once she gets to know about whatever he said to Xavier.
Jason sighed as he opened his eyes and wiped off the sweat that is on his forhead.
He looked at Tania and got up from the couch. He walked towards her and toll a deep breath.
"I am a mess, Tania... Please don\'t love me!" Jason said as he got down on his knees infront of her.
He took her hand in his while she grabbed it tightly as she turned around towards him.
Jason just kept staring at the woman that is sleeping infront of him. She looks so beautiful. He had never noticed her. He was just blinded in only one woman Beauty that is the girl\'s boss. Jason sighed as he kissed Tania\'s knuckles.
"I hope you find your soulmate soon, Tania. You deserves the world." Jason said as he blinked his eyes as he kept his head on the bed looking at her beautiful face.
"You are so beautiful, Tania." Jason said as he went closer to her without his knowing and pressed his lips against her forehead and gave her a kiss.
"You deserves someone better than me who can love you and pamper you. But someone who is just so blind in his own love and trying to make her happy with the love she loves." Jason said as tears rolled in his eyes.
"It hurts... Seeing someone you love, loves Someone else. It just hurts so badly..." Jason said as he sighed. And soon, enough he had dozed off into a deep slumber...