BXBX NOVEL Chapter 246 - Figure Out Your Feelings.
"Why can\'t I?" Tania aksed as she looked into Jason\'s eyes.
"Why shouldn\'t I go away from you?" Tania asked.
"I want to go away from you... Because I don\'t want to make things hard for you. I know you will Regret thinking that I am a good friend with you! I should just go away from you even before you try to think like that... Because it hurts more if you start thinking like that..." Tania got cut off in mid sentence as Jason suddenly hugged him tightly making Tania take a back with his suddeness...
She has never thought that he would hug her this tightly... She couldn\'t control herself and hugged him back as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Don\'t say that... " Jason said making Tania cry on his shoulder.
"Don\'t please..." Jason said as he hugged her tightly.
"I love Valentina for sure... But... I don\'t know... What is going on with me... Help me, Tania..." Jason said as he buried his face in Tania\'s neck.
"I am sorry if I am rude to you... But, I really can\'t bare seeing you when you say you will go away from me..." Jason said making Tania cry out more.
"Help me figure out my feelings, Tania... Plesse... I can\'t... Breath... It suffocating... Me..." Jason said as he left Tania and slowly falls down on his knees.
"I love Valentina..." Jason said making Tania break her heart.
She doesn\'t really understand him right now... Because he just said that, he can\'t see her talking that she will go away from him and now, he saying he loves Valentina.
It breaks her hearts seeing her love loving this much.
She feel bad that Valentina doesn\'t love him back... If she does then, Tania is sure that Jason would have looked at her so well... He would never let anything happen to her. She will be cherished for her whole life. But Tania\'s doesn\'t have any idea if it is Valentina\'s bad luck to not have him in her life or her bad luck to not him in her life.
Either way, it\'s their bad for making the guy that is infront of her making him suffer like this.
Tania reget everything right now... She regrets for accepting to go to the club with Valentina and for spilling the truth infront of Jason.
She regret everything she did last night. She just wish that she can reset time... And make that Jason doesn\'t know anything about her feelings but now, everything is messed up and she ended up telling everything to him.
Tania so wish to go away from him right now... But she jsut couldn\'t... She wants him right now... She wants to take all of his pain away from his heart right now... She wants to give him love that he always craved for. She wants to help in everyway and she can and wants to support him the best as she can.
She wnats to see the old Jason who is so full of energy and who used to be so playful with people around him... But once he started loving Valentina... He became silnet.
He tried his best to make her show how much he loves her but she... She just made wiped off his feelings away from her like a trash...
Jason has never thought that Valentina would do something like this... But she did.
Even though how much Xavier betraye her, she still wants Xavier. Only Xavier.
Jason always feel bad thinking what is in him that Valentina only wants Xavier and not Jason?
Jason tried his best to make his parents accept his love for Valentin and now what face he will show to his parents? Especially, to his father?
His father has tried to make Jason so much to not date Valentina but he never listen to anyone... Neither his dad and now, Elijah is right but Jason just does want to accept it.
Even if he accepts it, there is nothing that they can able to fo right now...
Jason even told everything that happened between him and Valentina... He doesn\'t keep anything away from Xavier. Jaosn doesn\'t at all wants Xavier to mistake him for anything. He just want to be honest with him and he is.
Tania Slowly got down on her knees and cupped Jason\'s face in her hands as she looked into his eyes.
"You still love her?" Tania asked as she wiped off his tears away from his eyes and he nodded his head in yes.
"Then... Why don\'t you want me to go away from you?" Tania asked making Jason look into her eyes.
"I don\'t know... I just don\'t want you to go away from you... Will you go away from me?" Jaosn asked making Tania smile.
"I am not faithful to Valentina by loving her best friend..." Tania said.
"That doesn\'t matter... No one can stop someone\'s feelings... Can they?" Jason asked making Tania give him a small smile.
"Would you answer this same... If you are in relationship with Valentina right now? Or would you make me go away from here?" Tania asked making Jason frown at her question.
"What does this question mean?" Jason asked making Tania sigh.
"Would you still me to stay near you if you were with Valentina right now?" Tania again asked leaving Jason in confusion.
"I don\'t know..." Jason answered making Tania chuckle.
"Figure your feelings out yourself, Jason... I can\'t help you in anyway... If I do, I will only end up hurting myself more and more..." Tania said as she got up on her knees leaving Jason clueless.
"You will go back to her once I heal you... This is normal because you still love her... Get over that love first so that I can help you out. But I don\'t want to heal someone... Who goes back to the same person who made him valueless." Tania said making every word slap on his word.