BXBX NOVEL Chapter 259 - It Hurts Seeing You In Another Man's Arms.
"Did you listen to me, Valentina?" Jason asked Again making Her take a deep breath and she shook her head in head.
"You did. And I have warned you many times to stay away from Xavier and leave him... Because whatever he is doing is wrong. I told you that you will be called as his mistress too... Didn\'t I?" Jason asked as he raised his eyebrows at her making her nod her head in yes.
"Open your mouth and say to me if I didn\'t tell you all these for god\'s sake." Jason said making Valentina sigh.
"Yes..." Valentina replied.
"Then how can you tell me that, why can\'t I stop you, Valentina? When whatever I did until now was to stop you from getting into this mess?" Jason asked and Valantina looked down at her feet.
"You didn\'t do anything wrong to look down, Valentina." Jason said making her look at him.
"Whatever I am saying is the thing that I have already told you before. Warned you but you were just Yourself and just did whatever you wanted to do... You are never a person who would do things that others say you. You always do things by yourself.
"Well... Doing as your wish is not at all a wrong thing. But... You need to think about the consequences before you do anything... Or else... Should think about what your close once are saying to you... You need think if they are suggesting you something good or bad for you? You won\'t at all consider anything and just do things as your wish... But who do you think you are. Huh?" Jason asked making Valentina look at him.
"Look, Valentina... I don\'t get any benefitted by suggesting you anything... It just that, I like you... Well, I love you... And I always wanted you to be happy... But not feel guilty about something... And suffer with yourself. I have tried... I tried my best to tell that whatever you are trying to do was a wrong... I told you that Leave Xavier the day he got married to Rose but you never listened to me. You just, promised yourself that you will show him the hell... But again, you are again crawled back to his arms... Don\'t you have any shame, Valentina? You are thinking that you have self respect... No. You are wrong. But Xavier has took it away from you when you got into the bed with him after he got married." Jason said making tears roll in his eyes.
"And now, what is the use of crying for him?" Jason asked.
"If you love him, you should have fought for him but not by sleeping with him... But with your love. You shouldn\'t have to sleep with him to give him love and confidence. You could have wait." Jason said making a tear falls down from her eyes.
"I am sorry if I am talking too much... But, this is not the right thing that you have done. You made everything so messy... I told you so much. But you never listen to me. You just want him... No matter what!" Jason said and another tear falls down from Valentina\'s eyes.
"Now... What is the use of I tell you anything when you never listen to me? Should I have to make a fool in front of you?" Jason asked.
"Everyone has patience, Valentina. Every person has their boundaries. They will be patience until they can... But if they overboard it... Then, no one can help it. You need to realise your limits." Jason said as he sighed.
"I love you... And I want to be with you... I was the happiest man ever when you said that, you want to try this out with me... But... The next day... You have decided to call of off... Just because what, Valentina?" Jason asked as he chuckled.
"I know the answer. Just because of Xavier." Jason said as he smiled.
"Just because of him... You have decided to end our relationship... You have made me the worst sad person ever in this world... You know, how beautifully I have said about my love towards you and the value, importance you have in my heart... But you never cared about it... You never did, Valentina!" Jason said as tears rolled in his eyes.
"You never did. You don\'t have any idea... How hard it is for me to see the girl that I love is with someone else and in his arms... And more over, knowing that he would hurt her again and again... But still, I am helpless..." Jason said.
"I know, you would get hurt again and again... But I don\'t want to get in between you both again... Because I have already got the heartbreak and I don\'t want it again and again... I can\'t see you cry every single day for him in front of him." Jason said as he looked ay her with teary eyes.
"I want you to know how it hurts... I want you to lose Xavier and know you how much it hurts to see a person give hopes... Did I ever ask you to give me hopes? Did I ever force you for anything? Did I ever, Valentina?" Jason asked as his heart hurts and he couldn\'t just talk properly because asking all these is suffocating him but he wanted to take all of his anger out in front of her and make her know what he is going through and how much it hurts him seeing her with Xavier.
He wants her to know how much valuable she is in his life and how much priority do she have in his life. How important she is in his life! Everything. He wants her to know everything but it hurts him telling her all these... Because he wanted her to see it with her own eyes but she is just so blind in someone\'s else love that hurts him and his heart the most in this world and could do nothing about it.