BXBX NOVEL Chapter 291 - I Don't Deserve Valentina.
"There should be something right?" Xavier asked as he took a deep breath.
"Yes. And that is what I am asking you. What is that? Why did she married you?" Jason asked as Xavier took a deep breath.
"Umm... Jason, can we talk about Valentina?" Xavier asked making Jason sigh.
"Seriously, Xavier? I am talking here about something but you are trying to divert the topic?" Jason asked making Xavier take a deep breath.
"I need to divert the topic for our goodness, Jason." Xavier answered making Jason chuckle.
"Are you crazy or what? I really don\'t understand you?" Jason asked making Xavier smile at him.
"Let\'s talk about Valentina?" Xavier asked making Jason stare at him.
"You still love Valentina and wants her in your life... How do you think, you will have?" Jason asked.
"When did I say that I will have her in my life?" Xavier asked making Jason frown at him.
"What?" Jason asked as he frowned.
"Yes... When did I tell you that I will have her in my life?" Xavier asked making Jason take a deep breath.
"First, tell me one thing... You love Valentina right?" Jason asked and Xavier nodded his head in yes.
"I do." Xavier answered.
"And you want her in your life right?" Jason asked and Xavier nodded his head in yes.
"Yes... I want her in my life..." Xavier answered.
"Then... What else?" Jason asked as he shrugged making Xavier chuckle.
"As I said, Jason... I don\'t deserve to have Valentina in my life..." Xavier answered as he took a deep breath.
"But you want her anyways... And that is why, you have bought things this far... Didn\'t you? Poor her... She believed you. She believed when you said that you will finish everything that is going on... And will marry her... Did she ever ask you why did you do this to her? And teh reasons behind whatever you did to her? Ever forced you? No! She didn\'t..." Jason said making Xavier take a deep breath.
"She is just a fool for you, right? You think, she is happy with whatever is going on? No, you don\'t... You have any idea what she is going through now... She doesn\'t want any of her dreams to be crushed... Maybe, if you didn\'t come into her life again... Then, she might have moved on... But, you ruined her again... You ruined her completely... She became blind in your love..." Jason said as he looked at Xavier who has his head down in shame.
"You don\'t know how much she is suffering every single day... But you... Being married with anothed woman came to her and got into her bed." Jason said making Xavier take a deep breath.
"Do you how hard it was for her to see some other woman in your arms?" Jason asked but Xavier didn\'t answer any of his questions and just kept silent.
"Answer me, Xavier... What happened to you mouth? Can\'t you talk? I am talking about Valentina right?" Jason asked.
"Did you ever... Ever sat and thought that you have hurt her... So badly that she... Can\'t able to move on? Did you ever thought about her?" Jason asked.
"Yes... Yes... Yes..." Xavier answered as he turned his face towards Jason.
"I do think about her every single second." Xavier said.
"I am alive just because of her. Do you know that?" Xavier asked making Jason frown at him.
"You don\'t know how Badly I loved her... Yes, I slept with Rose... But I was forced to do it. I was forced for everything I do since I got married. Do you know that? Even that marriage is a forceful marriage! I am living a marriage where I have no love neither I hage satisfaction. Neither I am alive... I am just dead whenever I had to have sex with Rose. You don\'t know anything about what I am going through either." Xavier said with his eyes blood shoot red that made Jason wide his eyes.
"It\'s hard to live in this world when you are dead inside and you see no reason to live on this earth but you are forced to live... My don\'t even own my life right now... Everything I do, is just because of only one thing." Xavier said as he looked at Jason.
"And that is to keep Valentina happy in the future! I don\'t want to see her broken!" Xavier said making Jason frown at him.
"What do you mean by you are doing all these because of Valentina? She is crying every day... For you! And you are saying that you are doing everything for her?" Jason asked.
"Yes. Yes... And yes." Xavier answered making Jason frown at him.
"What?" Jason asked making Xavier take a deep breath.
"Things are really bad right now... I was forced and I told you this before too! And this is the reason why I want to save my family too!" Xavier answered.
"And what are those reasons, Xavier? I am no one to know about these things but right now... I think, you as my friend at this moment. Tell me... I might help you in anyway... Because I can\'t see you guys hurting yourself these badly..." Jason said as he looked at Xavier making him smile at him.
"Why are you so worried about me when you don\'t at all care about me but Valentina? You should care about her... Not me! Why do you even want to help me when you love her?" Xavier asked making Jason frown at him.
Jason took a deep breath as he looked at Xavier.
"Tell me, Jason... Why do you want to help me when you love Valentina? You should be the one who should tell me to leave Valentina. So, you will have a chance!" Xavier said making Jason look away from him.
Xavier doesn\'t know why he wants to help him when he is the one to who loves Valentina and shouk try to make Xavier away from Valentina so he has a chance to get closer to Valentina but Xavier is confused on why Jason is doing this?
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