BXBX NOVEL Chapter 38
Su Zixuan frowned, he looked at Jian Yi’s finger pointed at Zhang Jiaqi and looked back at her, his mood became irritable, “Yi, can’t you act a little bit mature without eating someone’s vinegar? “
Zhang Jiaqi on the side, also showed a pitiful look, “Sister-in-law, have you misunderstood my relationship with Brother Zixuan?” She covered her chest and said in an aggrieved manner, “I and brother Zixuan are just ordinary friends. I had just returned to China and was not familiar with many domestic things, so he took care of me.”
There was a false smile on Jian Yi’s face, and there was a hint of sarcasm in her words, she raised her eyebrows and sneered, “If I didn’t come here suddenly today, Su Zixuan, I wouldn’t have known that you are such a person.”
With that, Jian Yi lowered her head and saw Su Enran’s red eyes. He was holding his breath, and his small face was very stiff. Jian Yi grabbed his hand and squeezed it. Then she suddenly raised her head, her eyes narrowed, and she continued, “I have been thinking very seriously these days, and I am hesitant to say this. Since the father’s absence would have a bad influence on the children’s growth, and would cause a heavy blow to their hearts, I left them here. But later, I thought -“
She glanced at everyone present, squeezed Su Enran’s little hand hard, and continued, “Even now, their father isn’t with them all the time.”
Jian Yi looked at Su Zixuan with a complicated look, and smiled miserably, “I know that I am not a good mother either. Since they were born, I basically didn’t put energy on them, went out to play like a child, and didn’t take care of them. But I thought that, with the arrival of the children, their father, who was looking forward to them, would care about them, but he didn’t “
“Their father is stingy even for a warm hug. He would give his hug to some strange woman, but would come to see the children only occasionally when he comes to rest.”
The scene came to her mind when Su Zixuan came back in the morning, Su Enran’s eager look, but then looking at his father’s face, he didn’t step forward.
“Mom, Dad, even if I don’t say anything today I would take this opportunity to solve everything,” Jian Yi stood up and said to Liang Qin and Su Zhiqiang said, “I want to be separated from Zixuan, and want to raise my children alone.”
Su Zixuan was shocked as he looked at Jian Yi in disbelief.
He blurted out, “Impossible! What about the children? How would you raise the children? You can’t even take care of yourself, no, I don’t agree with this matter!”
Liang Qin closed her eyes, there was a trace of pain in her eyes. She had expected this day, but she didn’t expect it to happen so fast. She thought that Jian Yi would grow up, become a real mother to the children and also reconcile Zixuan’s relationship.
Unexpectedly, things were beyond her expectation. Unexpectedly, her growth came so fast that she was caught by surprise, this matter was impossible.
“Yi, I won’t agree to this matter. Both Su Enran and Su Anqi are children of the Su family. Why would you raise them alone?” Liang Qin said.
No matter how shocked she was, she was still very well calm.
Su Zhiqiang also spoke in a deep voice, “I don’t agree with this matter, if you want to live with your children, then move back to live with us. Don’t think about separation.”
Jian Yi watched the three of them collectively against her, “Move back to live here? Is it to let me count how many ‘ordinary’ friends Zixuan brings back? You not only insult me but look down on me! Yeah, I am what you call a dodder flower. I could be as quiet as a chicken in a high-end villa. I don’t even know where my husband is and what he is doing, but that was before. Even if I beg on the street, I would try my best to feed my children.”
Jian Yi squatted down and looked at Su Enran’s red eyes, “Enran, I’m sorry, Mom made her own assertion, Mom just …” Then, Jian Yi choked, and bowed her head.
Su Enran looked at the top of her head. He put his small hand gently on top of her head, gently stroked, and whispered, “It is okay, Mom.”
Jian Yi raised her head violently and looked at Su Enran inconceivably, “Enran, what did you just … call me?”
Su Enran looked into Jian Yian’s red eyes. He had known that she was afraid and nervous. Her hand shivered a little from the beginning to now. Her eyes were in tears, but they didn’t fall. He knew she was holding in, and he understood this feeling.
He once rushed up wanting to hug his father, but he only gave a faint nod, and said ‘I am busy, you go play by yourself’. Since then, he was scared to hear these kinds of words again, because no one could understand the embarrassment, grievance, helplessness and loss.
He had experienced this feeling of longing.
Su Enran looked at Jian Yi’s eyes and said again, “Mom—”
Jian Yi was so moved that she took him into her arms. She didn’t cry when everyone denied her request, but Su Enran’s words drove her to tears.
She thought that it would take a long time before she could hear this title from Su Enran’s mouth.
“Thank you Enran.”
Thank you for trusting me.
Jian Yi stood up and stared directly at Su Zixuan, “With me and the children here, I believe your next love path would not be smooth. It is better to separate. Like today, you will only bring back an ‘ordinary’ female friend, without any embarrassment.”
She turned to the side and pointed at the camera, “I let everyone watch the joke. If a man dares then a woman shouldn’t be ashamed.”
Su Zhiqiang looked at Jian Yian’s hand, frowned at the camera, and said in a deep voice, “Turn off the camera.”
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