BXBX NOVEL Chapter 9 Duck [Unedited]
"But after I grew up I don't have many memories with you..." Christian murmured sadly, while Eva just looked at him with guilt in her eyes.
"I have a lot of memories... There's nothing in my life that I don't remember.... Although I don't remember everything exactly, as I didn't know the dates back then, but if you give me a reference and I was there, I could easily remember everything..." Now that Christian thinks about it, he has seen his mother naked many times when he was little, a spectacular sight it must be said, although back then she was not yet fully developed as she is now, it was practically seeing a naked teenage girl, something he has seen a lot in his spare time, times when he used to unload his eggs, although almost never in real life.
"Woah... That's awesome!" Mom exclaimed, looking at him with a big smile on her face, while pride showed easily through her eyes, easily hiding her earlier sadness.
"But... Not everything is perfect..." I murmur, looking at Eva with a frown "Whenever I get emotionally unsettled my memory plays against me... For example, what happened today in the afternoon... When I would get angry, all the bad memories I have would come involuntarily, reminding me perfectly over and over again of everything I'd rather forget.... And the worst thing is that they're not just normal memories.... One of those memories that you only see the image or something... I remember everything, from the sound, to the smells, to the touch, to the emotions I felt... So if I remember something sad, the sadness of the memory will affect me... I... I didn't want to shout those things to you mom... But I can't control myself... It's too hard for me mom... I'm sorry..."
At that moment Christian's eyes reddened again, remembering how hurtful and idiotic he was to his mother became an emotional torture, it hurt his soul to remember her bitter tears, twisting his whole conscious being, something he wasn't sure he could ever get over in his life.
"Shhhh~" His mother hugged him, burying him between her large breasts as she stroked his back comfortingly "You don't have to feel sad, it's mom's fault for not listening to you earlier..."
"But-" I try to insist.
"No buts, I'm so glad you can finally open up to me, much more so now that we're spending some time together.... I don't want you to remember this day as a sad day, I want you to remember it as a happy day, the day my prince opened up to his mother for the first time, one of the happiest days of my life.... Yes?" replied Eva with a smile, scrunching her nose playfully as she finished speaking.
"... Mn!" Christian nodded after some hesitation, but it was enough to see Mom's happy expression for all apprehension to magically disappear.
Christian lay for a few minutes on his mother's warm chest, savoring the feeling of happiness that flooded his heart, making him relax completely, both sentimentally and physically.
Although he denied it a lot, in his previous life he always felt sadness in his heart for not having someone to trust or to love, that sadness shaped his previous character a little. He was distrustful, he used to stay away from people for fear of being hurt, even his mood used to be very bad with people who tried to get close to him, causing his life to become very lonely, no friends, no family, no nothing.
"Don't go to sleep my prince" Eva whispered, bringing Chris' consciousness back to reality.
"You need to shower and mommy too Would you like mommy to clean you up? I haven't had the chance in a long time..." Eva spoke, as she directed puppy dog eyes at Chris, making it impossible for him to even think about refusing.
"Okay..." Christian agreed, a little embarrassed by the situation.
Even though his personality changed completely due to his new life, he still has adult thoughts about women, and even though he is just a boy and therefore his body doesn't react yet to sexual stimulation, his mind is a different thing, making the feeling of embarrassment inevitable for him, much more so in the case of his mother, someone he loves deeply.
Besides, even if he said when he was about to die that he would sleep with anyone, even his mother, they were just the delusions of a dying man, never in his normal state had he ever thought about it, but now...
No.
For the first time in his existence he is feeling something akin to love, and he doesn't want to ruin it for mere lusts or dying promises.
Many may not think twice and take advantage of the situation, but Christian is still a virgin and pure in relationships of all kinds, it's safe to say that the current love towards his family is one of the most pleasant emotions he's felt for the first time in his life, and he simply doesn't want to lose them to something he might regret forever.
"Alright, let's go!" mom smiled, standing up as she carried him in her arms like a princess, causing Christian to blush slightly in embarrassment, being forced to look away.
"Hehe~" Eva let out a silly giggle at the sight of her son's expression.
She led him towards the bathroom with a big smile, until she reached the side of the bathtub and set him down, she turned on the water and manipulated the faucet until it was at the perfect temperature, she waited until it was full and turned the water off, with a satisfied gesture she turned around and spoke.
"Wait for me here, I'll get your clean clothes, start undressing and wait for me in the water so you don't get cold" Eva said, as she came out of the bathroom with a big smile on her face.
How could she not be happy?
Her little one has come so close to her today, a weight that was on her mind a long time ago, finally lifted off her shoulders. She is so happy, if anyone dared to laugh at her for spoiling her son so much, she would surely beat him mercilessly, but still with a big smile on her face.
Christian stood alone in the bathroom, watching something so familiar yet strange. They had been at the motel for days, but as he received the memories of his other life he felt as if he had not been to this place years ago.
The bathroom wasn't luxurious or spacious, but it had all the basic necessities for a person. A bathtub, toilet and sink, it even had a washing machine in one corner.
Faced with the imminent arrival of her mother, she quickly undressed and jumped into the water, instantly enjoying the warm water.
But upon entering the water, Christian realized that he had not yet seen his body directly since he received his memories, so, without waiting, he looked at the most important thing, his crotch.
"Fiuuu~~" Christian whistles looking down at his little friend dangling between his legs, even though he is only 9 years old, his little guy is already about 6 cm in his sleeping state, he is also slender as his finger, but it is something that holds a lot of promise considering he still has a lot of growing to do, even he is somewhat small right now measuring only 115 cm tall (3.7 feet), where the general average for a 9 year old is 120 to 125 cm (3.9 to 4.0 feet).
"I'm sure Asian women would bestow upon me the title of "Beauty That Tears Down a Kingdom" without hesitation..."
Christian muttered, feeling his ego reach greater heights the more he looked at his body.
His body had no muscles or anything weird, but he had smooth, nice and healthy skin, something difficult without dedicated skin care, plus his skin pallor is something he finds very beautiful, and best of all, this he has naturally.
"Mn? Where's my duck?"
Chris muttered, glancing sideways as he noticed that his rubber duck was nowhere to be found.
Since years ago he took the habit of bathing with his rubber duck, it may seem stupid, but just having its presence in the water comforts him somehow, even if he now has memories as an adult, a duck that has accompanied him already 6 years ago, is not something that can be easily forgotten or overcome, after all, it is the first toy he was bought.
"Did my brothers take it out? No... They don't touch my duck..."
I mutter, feeling that the water isn't as comfortable as it should be.
Getting out of the water with the intention of looking for his duck, he steps out of the shower careful not to trip, but as he gets out he finds his mother coming in with towels and clothes.
"Is something wrong?"
Eva asked, looking hesitantly towards her son who was looking around.
"My duck is not here..."
"We'll look for him later, get in the shower you're going to get sick from the cold"
Mom replied, as she dropped all the clothes on the washing machine and walked over to the side of the bathtub.
"It's summer mom... Besides, I've never gotten sick..."
Chris muttered, stepping back into the lonely tub, sinking me completely into it only leaving my eyes out of the water.
"That's why you have to be careful, I once read that kids who don't get sick when they're little, are usually very at risk the first time they do... Something about antibodies or something..."
Eva replied, pulling her shirt off over her head, exposing her black bra that affirmed her large breasts.
Christian watched it all intently, making sure to keep this view for the rest of his life, looking deep into his mother's upper body.
Eva has white skin but not pale like Christian's, hers was more pinkish showed that she was healthy, she had some stretch marks on her stomach like pregnancy marks, but they were camouflaged very well with her skin, to the point that they were not easily visible, her stomach was tight and somewhat marked, showing a bit of her abs, but that was to be expected from the constant work and movement she does, or so Christian thinks.
"And that duck... I've been saying for a long time that it has to be thrown away, you also saw the report where they talk about its dangers... A lot of fungus and bacteria form inside, it's dangerous for you"
Spoke Eva, taking off her bra with a pure tug, making her breasts bounce.
"But it's my mommy duck... She's been with me so long I feel weird right now... Besides, you know we can wash it with soap and the bacteria would die..."
Christian replied, lifting his head a little to catch his breath and speak, but not taking his eyes off his mother's breasts with a twinkle in his eye.
Eva's breasts are nice and firm, which is normal considering she's only 23 at this point, her nipples look pink and soft, with a pink halo surrounding them.
"*Sigh* When we're done here we can look for him"
Surrendered Eva, a smile on her lips, as she reached down and pulled off her pants, revealing in its splendor the most beautiful ass Christian has ever seen, though he's only seen two in his life, one from the woman he was with before he died and the other is the one he had in front of him. Her ass is round and firm, with a girth that is simply perfect for his point of view.
"*Gulp*"