BXBX NOVEL Chapter 184 - 184: Shengxia, Were You Like This Before?
“Rejected?” Tan Qing parked the car by the beach and asked.
The wind was strong, the rain was heavy, and the weather was very cold. It was as if the outside world was carrying the clamor of the entire world, so violent and crazy.
The car was warm and quiet.
“Worse than this.” Li Shengxia buried her face in her hands, trying to find some courage.” He even thought that I said that because I wanted to save Yin Tangyi, so he wanted to destroy the Yin Corporation in a fit of anger.”
“It’s his style.”
Li Shengxia regretted not listening to Tan Qing’s advice and insisting on going to MO Nianchen because of Qiu Haitang’s pleading and her guilt towards Yin Tangyi.
However, she still could not accept how MO Nianchen had handled the matter. He couldn’t just ignore it.
“No matter what, Yin Tangyi is innocent. He shouldn’t have to pay for MO Nianchen’s willfulness. Besides, I’ve let him down in the past. I can’t just watch him fall.”
“Shengxia, were you always like this in the past? She couldn’t even manage her own matters and was still worried about others.”
Li Shengxia bit her lip. She did not want to think about her at all, so she had to do a lot of things to divert or even forget her pain.
However, when Tan Qing asked this question, she felt that her hidden embarrassment was about to be exposed.
“Don’t always think about running away. There will be a better solution.”Tan
Qing continued,” Don’t always think about hiding your emotions. Shouldn’t you cry at a time like this?”
Li Shengxia looked at Tan Qing in shock. She felt that her strong pretense was about to crumble.
Tan Qing got out of the car and pulled her out of the garage.
The sea breeze was very strong, and the rain had not stopped, but it was much lighter than before. Although it was June, the weather was still very cold on this rainy night.
‘ Let’s be as unrestrained as the wind and rain for once,” he said to her on such a vast beach.”
As he said that, he suddenly pulled her along and ran wildly on the beach.
Such violent sprinting speed seems to be able to disintegrate all the disguises.
The rain fell on her face against the wind. Although the wind was cold, running made her blood boil.
It was unknown whether it was the rain or the tears, but they were carried far away by the wind.
In this starless and moonless night, she finally accepted the darkness. She ran wildly and cried wantonly.
It was as if the figure that she had chased after with all her might had long disappeared into the depths of her youth, but she still ran in that direction tirelessly.
“Hurry up and shout out all your worries to the sea. It will let the sea breeze take away all your pain.” Shout, it can hear you!”
Running and shouting were all things she had always wanted to do, but never did.
“Ah- I‘ Tan Qing was the first to shout,”Ah… Did you hear that? I’m not happy at all!”
“Ah-just listen to me, and don’t tell anyone, and forget about it, okay?”
“Shengxia, it’s your turn.”
“MO Nianchen, you bastard, you invincible bastard. I won’t give you a third chance to reject me…”
“MO Nianchen, you idiot! You only know how to bully me and make me feel embarrassed, hurt me! You don’t know what others are thinking at all…”
“MO Nianchen, do you know how much courage it took me to confess to you again? Do you know how much I hate you
“I hate your arrogance, I hate your condescension, I hate your arrogance, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you the most!”
“But…” Tears suddenly flowed out of her eyes.” But, who asked me to be an idiot to fall in love with a bastard like you…”
“Do you know how long I’ve liked you? Do you know how uneasy I feel when I’m with you? Do you know how hard I have to work to hide my feelings? Do you know that for every word I say, I hate you, there’s a corresponding word, I like you.”
“Why do you always erase the love that I spent so much effort to build?”
“I don’t want to like you either. I don’t want to like you, I don’t want to like you! I also want to like others, get close to others, and forget you! But you demon, why did you steal my heart…’
“Why did you steal my heart but not want it? Why don’t you want my heart but refuse to return it to me…
Hot tears flowed down her cheeks, and she felt a burning sensation on her cheeks.
She cried so hard that she couldn’t speak, but she still felt that it wasn’t enough.
Tan Qing looked at her quietly, his deep eyes seemed to hide the vast sea.
“I finally said it. It’s okay now.”
Li Shengxia’s tears flowed uncontrollably when she heard Tan Qing’s words.
When they first met, she felt that Tan Qing was so annoying and always gave people a feeling of cynicism.
However, that was probably just a person’s disguise.
Everyone had their own disguise. Pretending to be kind or bad. Perhaps, it was all because he did not want others to know his true self…
She had always been careful and hid her thoughts very well.
However, Tan Qing saw through her at a glance. Then, he slowly pulled her out of the cocoon.
Li Shengxia wanted to smile at her, but the latter cried even harder. Instead, he reached out to rub her wet hair and smiled.
“Look at you, you look like a drowning dog.”
“..”What kind of metaphor was this! “You’re the one who’s soaked,” Li Shengxia mumbled.”
After that, both of them laughed.
She did not know how long it took for her to feel tired. She lay weakly on the beach and vented her emotions, making her look much better at the moment.
Tan Qing’s head was on top of hers, and she lay down in the opposite direction from her. They were lying in a 180-degree straight line.
The world seemed to have become quiet.
“Tan Qing, did you know? When I was young, I always wanted someone to accompany me to be crazy, but that person never came. Today, he finally got what he wanted. Thank you.” She closed her eyes and felt the sound of the sea breeze. She felt that the sound of her own heartbeat was also very pleasant to the ears.
“From the first time I saw you, I knew that you were restless. Otherwise, why would I choose to tease you out of so many people?”
“Tan Qing, your words are really unpleasant. No wonder you don’t have a girlfriend.”
“I don’t have a girlfriend because I haven’t met a girl who can move my heart.”
“Don’t deny it. Isn’t there a saying that girls fall in love with their ears? Therefore, you must be gentle when speaking to girls. I think there should be no one who doesn’t like sweet words.”
“If I say sweet words to you, I’m afraid that you’ll accidentally marry me..”