Chapter 324 - 324: I Won’t Let Go Unless I Die
Li Shengxia continued,” I’ve already decided to accept Tan Qing. I’m not joking with you or throwing a tantrum. I’m serious about accepting him. I want to get engaged to him, get married, and live with him in the future.” Let’s do it this way. It’s been 10 years since I was 17 years old. MO Nianchen, I’ve had enough. Please let me go.”
MO Nianchen’s hands slid down from her cheeks and pressed down on her shoulders. He held her firmly, as if she would slip away from him and disappear completely if he relaxed a little.
“Your ten years? Then, what did my 22 years count for? I haven’t given up yet, how can you? Listen to every word I say today. I won’t let go of you. Not now, not in the future, and never. Unless I die, I’ll haunt you for ten, twenty, or fifty years.
Don’t try to get rid of me, you can never get rid of me. You gave me all the handcuffs and chains in the world and told me that you would handcuff me for the rest of my life.”
“Do you think you can find someone every time you leave them by the roadside?” Li Shengxia retorted coldly. Let me tell you, MO Nianchen, I’m not trash. If you throw me away, someone will pick me up. You can’t find me anymore, so everything you do is meaningless.”
MO Nianchen gradually loosened his grip.
Li Shengxia pushed him away, opened the door, and entered the house.
With a bang, the iron door closed.
He stood in front of her house, unable to come back to his senses for a long time.
Heh, he was crazy. So what if she admitted that she was Xiaxia? Can’t we even talk properly now?
So he was completely rejected, without any room for negotiation?
Why was his Xiaxia so cruel? He already knew that he was wrong. He had already apologized. Why was she still unwilling to return to his side…
MO Nianchen leaned against the cold metal door, hoping that this was the end of the world.
On the other side, Li Shengxia was leaning against the cold iron door as well. Her body slid down weakly and she sat on the floor, covering her face to prevent herself from crying.
It was too late, it was all too late. He had already decided on the place he wanted to go. He had already decided on the direction he wanted to go. He would not change, retreat, or look back.
He could never go back.
If it was another prank, if she fell from heaven back to hell, she would rather never 20 to heaven.
MO Nianchen, I don’t care if what you said is true or not. I won’t love you anymore. I can’t love you anymore.
Let’s stop here.
Don’t tangle with each other anymore.
You will have your happiness, and I will have mine.
I originally hated you so much, but at this moment, it seems like I can’t hate you anymore. Perhaps all love and hate are meaningless. I have already received your apology, but it was five years too late.
We are no longer the original us, and I don’t want to be the original me.
So be it…
So be it.
Loving you is too tiring, I give up.
Li Shengxia began to sob at the thought of this. Tears streamed down her face, and she felt as if her internal organs had been hollowed out.
She would get better after crying. She wanted to accept someone who was more suitable for her. That person would not hurt her, would not make her cry, and would not give her endless nightmares. It was the world she yearned for, the life she yearned for.
MO Nianchen leaned against the cold door for a long time.
Seeing that MO Nianchen hadn’t returned for a long time, Chi Su went out to investigate. Seeing MO Nianchen’s dejected look, his heart ached for some reason. He immediately went forward to help him, but he was coldly pushed away.
“Crown Prince, you’re drunk. I’ll help you back to your room to rest.”
“Don’t worry about me. I’m very sober. I’m not drunk, and I don’t need to rest!”Mo Nianchen’s voice suddenly lowered.” My Xiaxia doesn’t want me anymore. How can I have time to rest?!”
“Crown Prince, why are you doing this?”
“Why? I also want to ask, why? Why? Wouldn’t it have been better if he had died on the operating table back then? Why did you still live until today…’
“Crown Prince…Don’t say that. Everyone’s life has its meaning. Don’t doubt your life because of someone or something. You can live a wonderful life without her.’
“Wonderful?” MO Nianchen sneered.” It must have been exciting to be dumped.” It was as if there were tiny crystals sparkling in his eyes.
“If there is a way for me to push aside the thorns, walk to her side, and walk into her heart, I will definitely do it. But was there? I tried everything I could, but all I got was that she no longer loved me. Haha. She doesn’t love me anymore…
How could love be transferred? Life was so short. If you fell in love with someone, then just continue to love. Why did you give up? Why did you stop loving? Even if I’m unforgivable, even if I refuse to forgive, even if I hate me, even if I hate me, even if I don’t love me anymore…”
“Crown Prince…”
“I’m different. I can only love one person in my life. Even if she doesn’t love me, I can only love her. I won’t let go unless I die.”
MO Nianchen stood up and turned around to touch the cold metal door.
“Li Shengxia, did you hear that? Unless I die, I will never let go.”
“Don’t even think about ending it like this.”
“Unless you can prove that there’s someone else in this world who loves you more than I do. When that day comes, I’ll be completely dead and you’ll be free.”
MO Nianchen returned to his room and opened the fridge to take out some beer.
“Crown Prince, you can’t drink anymore.”
“Don’t mind me!” “Crown Prince…” “Get lost! ”
“Crown Prince…”
“Are you not going to listen to my orders??l’m just heartbroken now, I’m not dead yet! Get lost!”
MO Nianchen pushed Chi Su away, opened the can, and poured the entire can of beer into his mouth.
The cold stimulation would make him forget many things, such as the rejection that was more painful than death. Actually, it was not that bad. At least she admitted that she was Li Shengxia!
Chi Su stood at the side and watched MO Nianchen open one can after another of beer and drink himself into a drunken stupor. His brows were furrowed the entire time.
He didn’t understand. If love was so torturous, why would the Crown Prince cling onto it so tightly? The Crown Prince now was not the Crown Prince he knew. If love was like this in the end, he would rather the crown prince forget about love completely. He did not want to love anyone. At least this way, he would not be in so much pain.
However, the Crown Prince was the kind of person who would do something to the end. He didn’t know if such stubbornness was good or bad, but the Crown Prince made that choice because he loved the Crown Princess deeply..