BXBX NOVEL Chapter 370 - 370: Why Are You Afraid That I Will Hurt You?
Chapter 370 - 370: Why Are You Afraid That I Will Hurt You?
“Listen, this song…” MO Nianchen ignored her rejection and stuffed one of his earphones into her ear.
She was going to dodge…
However, his driving skills were too good. She could not avoid him no matter what.
She could not resist the lemon fragrance that came from his body.
The song that came out of the earpiece was
“One/more/time/one/more/chance”…
This song came from an anime short story,” Five Centimeters per Second.” He had watched this anime with her back then…
At that time, she had cried her eyes out after reading it.
He only looked at her coldly and called her an idiot. If she had the time to cry for someone else’s life, she might as well smile for her own life!
She scolded him for not knowing how to appreciate. Sometimes, love was just a beautiful fantasy. You might not be able to get someone you like. He sneered. If he wanted it, he would snatch it. What was there to cry about?
She was speechless at his bandit logic!
Then, she was so angry that she didn’t say a word to him for the whole day and swore that she would never watch anime with him again!
Because he was a bastard. He did not know what love was, nor did he have a
lover, nor did he know what was on her mind…He knew nothing!
But…
At this moment…
Yet, he suddenly stuffed this song, along with those long memories, into her
ears…
Did he still remember the past?
A long, long time ago, do you remember?
He repeatedly knocked on her heart, but after he came in, he always turned around and left. She was already afraid of him!
The length of the memories could be carried, she could not use the future to bear it.
Li Shengxia was dazed for a moment, but she quickly regained her senses. She removed her earphones and looked at him coldly. Didn’t you take a taxi?”
“Can’t I sit?” He raised his eyebrows.
She bit her lip.!”
“Training the body!”
She suddenly stopped and looked at him coldly. She said, “Mo Nianchen, don’t keep reminding me of the past. It’s all in the past.”
MO Nianchen’s back stiffened slightly. He pressed his hands on the handle and said, “”1 didn’t mention the past. The person who mentioned it was you.”
.”What did he mean?
“Come and listen to the next song…”
He did not seem to care about her indifference and stuffed the earphones back into her ears.
Suddenly, Qin Jibo’s ” Rain ” rang in her ears.
In addition, MO Nianchen’s voice was soft and magnetic. He said,””lt’s a song that I only heard after you left. I don’t know if you’ve heard it before…’
“MO Nianchen.”
He did not seem to be listening to her at all and started humming along softly…
Now that they had separated, he didn’t even have the strength to hold the sky that seemed to be crying. He could only think about never hurting you again in his heart that hadn’t changed.
Li Shengxia hopped off the bike again and he followed suit.
His voice was beside her ear…
It kept lingering…
Like a curse…
Beautiful yet ruthless. She wanted to push it away, but she couldn’t. Curse…
” I don’t care even if it’s raining cats and dogs. I don’t care even if I’m completely drenched. I’m whistling as I chase after you. I know you very well, but I’m still like that night when we first quarreled. Don’t go, don’t go. I’m just shouting like that…”
Li Shengxia’s heart skipped a beat as if tears were about to fall. However, she knew that she could not continue like this.
Can’t hear…
Can’t hear…
Can’t hear…
It’s been too long to ask him to stay…
Every time after he was injured..
He was too late this time…
He could no longer go back.
Li Shengxia did not understand why he could always appear beside her as if nothing had happened.
She would never forget what happened that night as easily as he did. She couldn’t pretend that nothing had happened to her like he did…
This was too difficult for her. He did not know what kind of existence he was to her.
He was the kind of person who would make her forget the pain she had suffered for no reason even if she was a little careless and walk towards him
She had to be alert and sober every second she spent with him, constantly reminding herself not to make any mistakes.
Every minute and second spent with him was very tiring for her.
Pretending not to care about him was very tiring. Not letting herself get close to him was very tiring.
That was why she wanted to get rid of him.
Li Shengxia sped up at that thought.
The earpiece slipped from her ear…
The song also gradually faded away. She only knew how to step on the pedal crazily, moving forward, moving forward, moving forward.
This time, MO Nianchen did not chase after her. He stopped his bicycle and stared at Li Shengxia’s receding figure in a daze.
” Xiaxia, what are you afraid of? Are you afraid that you will follow your heart again and return to my side? Why don’t you dare to come back to me? Is it because you’re afraid that I’ll hurt you?’
‘Why are you afraid that I’ll hurt you? It’s because…Still love me?
‘Although I can’t hear your answer…’
‘But…’
‘No matter how long it takes, no matter what method is used, no matter how long it takes…’
It’s the same as ten years ago. What I want, I won’t cry because I missed it or lost it. I will only keep fighting for it and keep working hard to take it back.’
‘But…’
” This time, I really don’t know how to get closer to you. Because I’ve always been used to plundering, just like you said, I didn’t consider your feelings.’
” Therefore, no matter how disappointed I am now, I can’t repeat the same mistake.’
‘Actually, I don’t need anything. I don’t need you to respond to my call for the ‘Ars’. I don’t need you to forgive me. I don’t need you to love me.
In the past, I thought that I was acting as a one-man show and that I was in love with you, but I couldn’t catch up to you no matter what. I’ve been chasing you for ten years.’
‘My dictionary didn’t give up.
‘I don’t know how hard it is to make you fall in love with me again. Is it much harder than you falling in love with anyone else? However, you loved me before, so it shouldn’t be impossible for you to love me again…’
‘Compared to Situ Ye, shouldn’t you fall in love with me more easily?’
” Xiaxia, I can learn whatever you want me to do, but can you give me the time and opportunity to learn? At least, before that, don’t accept anyone else…” ‘After meeting you, there was only one thing in my life, and that was to be with you..’