BXBX NOVEL Chapter 395 - 395: Why Don’t You Let Me See Your Determination?
The fourth shop was an accessory shop.
She was stunned when she saw a music box in front of the window…
She remembered, she remembered! She used to like a music box and liked the song that played on loop. She thought about it for a long time before deciding to buy it as a birthday present for him. In the end, she found an identical music box in his drawer first.
He threw the music box at her without a care. He didn’t like it at all…
She was upset and rejected the music box he threw at her. He threw it into the trash can without hesitation.
At that time, she felt that her heart had been abandoned…
Then, she picked up the small music box and put it back into her bag, hiding it in her closet.
Why would it appear in this jewelry store??
All the shops that had memories seemed to have been enchanted by time. They stopped here and no longer moved forward.
The fifth store was a clothing store.
There was a piece of clothing in the box.
One year, she had longed for it for a long time. She finally managed to gather enough money to buy it, but he burned it in front of her…
Even though he gave her a lot of clothes later, her sadness never healed.
Five years ago, she had told him that there was no point in destroying something that others liked and giving her something that she didn’t like at all.
Now, she saw the exact same dress from back then appear in the display cabinet…
Was time enchanted? All the things she wanted but regretted not having, all the most precious memories she had, had they all returned to her world?
Li Shengxia was still in a daze.
” I told you before that I wanted to make up for your beautiful childhood,” MO Nianchen said. In the past five years, I have restored everything that we once had. This is a small world that belongs to you, and it is my heart. It’s not just our childhood, but also our youth and youth. We have all of our pasts…”
It was then that Li Shengxia realized why they were the only ones on the street…This was because everything in this world belonged only to her and him!
She trembled as she asked him, “Mo Nianchen…” What exactly are you… Why are you doing this?”
“I miss you.” “Because I miss you,” replied MO Nianchen. I miss you all the time, but I don’t know where to find you. I can’t find you every time. Every day when I open my eyes, it feels like hell. We went to the familiar street we had walked through. But later, many stores closed down, and many stores changed their decorations. Many stores disappeared.”
I’m so afraid that one day, the past between you and me will be replaced by time. Time will pass and it will become lesser and lesser day by day until it’s as if it never existed…’
“So, I moved all my memories here. This is your Ten Miles of Hongzhuang. Only here can I find the complete traces of your existence, unlike my own illusion. ”
Li Shengxia took a step back subconsciously, feeling her emotions turning into a mess.”At this point, why are you still saying such strange things and messing up other people’s moods? Even if our past is all here, everything will return to how it was when we walk out of this street. That music box was broken a long time ago, and I couldn’t wear that dress anymore. That cafe no longer existed… Actually, we all know that we can’t go back to the past.”
“But you are in my past. I’m in your past.” ” You’ve been to my world,” MO Nianchen said.” How could I forget you?””
She didn’t believe it when others said that he liked her. Did she believe him when he said that he loved her??She believed it, but she still didn’t want it! Was that so?
Li Shengxia stared at him blankly…
He looked into her eyes and seemed to understand something. He continued, “However, if you want to forget me, it’s not impossible.”
A strange light flashed in her eyes.
“Start a fire now and burn this place down. Burn all of our past!” As he spoke, he took out a lighter from his pocket and stuffed it into her palm.
She looked at him in shock, her lips trembling.” You…” Say what?”
Burn them all, and then, this street will have a new life. It can be rebuilt, and a brand new shop will be built. There will be no more memories between you and me, no more past!”
. MO Nianchen.”
“The past I built made me sink into it again and again, making me unable to be myself. I was always here, fantasizing that you would return one day. Now, you’re back, but you say that we can’t go back to the past.”
“I know, I understand. You’re right. I’ll try to let go of you. Li Shengxia, if you want me to forget you, then you can light it up. ‘”‘
“As long as you burn them all, I won’t bother you anymore…”
“You’ll be free!”
“Li Shengxia held the lighter in her hand and felt as if her entire world was collapsing.
Seeing that she did not react for a long time, he looked at her coldly.”What’s wrong? Can’t you do it?”
If you can’t do it, I will continue to do it, you still have me in your heart, I will continue to entangle you, and when you have a day, come back to me.”
Li Shengxia looked at the entire street in a daze.
He fell into a trance…
How could she set fire to the entire street?
This place was too beautiful, too beautiful…
Even though she knew that she no longer needed it.
Even though she knew that these were all fake. However, the castle he built…
But…
How could she destroy such beautiful memories with her own hands?
“Li Shengxia, you keep telling me to forget you and to be strangers. But what about you? Why don’t you let me see your determination? Have you forgotten me? Do you treat me as a stranger?
Are our memories no longer important to you?”
Finally, Li Shengxia opened her mouth and said,””Not everyone is so cruel that they can destroy all beautiful memories…”
“Beautiful memories? So, are these all beautiful in your heart?”Mo Nianchen pressed his hand on Li Shengxia’s shoulder to make her look into his eyes.””Xiaxia, take a good look at your heart, okay? It actually cherishes the past more than you think and yearns to return to the past. I know we can’t go back to the past, but we can start over.”
Li Shengxia stared blankly at the surging darkness in his eyes and felt her entire body become a mess.” I’m sorry, MO Nianchen, I…”
He interrupted her before she could finish. “Don’t apologize to me so quickly. You know I don’t need your apology. What I need is for you to sort out your feelings and think about whether you’ve really forgotten the past and let go of me. I don’t want you to not consider your previous answer. I want you to consider it carefully before giving me an answer..”