BXBX NOVEL Chapter 1088
Seeing Long Yan’s lack of appetite, Yan Qing was depressed,”It’s not good?”
“No, I don’t have much of an appetite recently.”
“No wonder you’re so thin! He’s so skinny that his chin is a little sharp.”
Long Yan continued to cut a piece of steak and said, ” “Brother Yan, I noticed that you’ve lost some weight too, right?”
“But I have a good appetite.”
Yan Qing’s appetite was indeed very good. Of course, it was only limited to today. The entire plate of steak was quickly swallowed into his stomach. When he finished the entire piece of steak, the Dragon Flame had only touched one-third of it.
Long Yan stopped eating and said, ” I have no appetite today. Brother Yan, if you don’t mind, I’m going to take a shower and wash away the bad luck. This place is so far from the city. Are we staying here tonight? ” Where’s my room?”
“You can just pick any room.”
“Okay, I’ll go take a shower first.”
Long Yan had just finished his bath, and because he didn’t have any clothes to change into, he walked out casually wrapped in a bath towel. Yan Qing found a set of his own clothes for him and asked him to put it on. Then, he took his clothes away, I’ll get someone to wash your clothes. You can wear them tomorrow morning if they’re dried.
“Thanks, brother Yan. You’re so thoughtful.”
Long Yan changed his clothes again and walked into the living room. Yan Qing half-leaned on the sofa with his legs on the table and clicked on the news.
Long Yan also walked to the sofa and sat down. He was not in the mood to listen to the news. He turned on his phone and was bombarded with calls and messages. He did not reply to any of them and turned off his phone. Other people’s comfort was of no use to him. What he had suffered was not emotional hurt, but unspeakable pain.
Yan Qing found a movie that he might be interested in, then put down the remote control and went to take a shower.
When he came out of the shower, he couldn’t see Long Yan. He wasn’t in the living room. Yan Qing looked around and heard a high-pitched shout. Yan Qing followed the sound.
The voice was hysterical.
Yan Qing didn’t feel good when he heard this. He hadn’t expected Long Yan to say that he didn’t like Tian Tian that much, and his heart felt so uncomfortable.
Long Yan Ran alone at night, shouting as he ran. He shouted out all the unhappiness in his heart as if he wanted to vent!
A few days ago, he had asked others anonymously on the internet. What should he do when he found out that he was gay?
One person replied to him,”either you give up on yourself and treat yourself as a chess piece abandoned by God, wallowing in self-degradation and indulging in a drunken and chaotic life like most of your comrades.” One could either stay true to themselves and search for something more important than life.
Of course, he couldn’t give up, but what could he do?
As he ran, Long Yan lay on the ground, panting. He looked up at the night sky and the stars. He wondered if any of them could feel his fear and confusion.
why are you sleeping on the floor alone? you’ve taken a shower for nothing.
Yan Qing finally found him. He walked in front of him and gave him a condescending kick.
Long Yan smiled at him. Even in the dark, there was no bitterness in his smile. It was great!
“Get up.” Yan Qing reached out to pull him up.
Long Yan jumped up and said, ” “I’m just out for a run to exercise my body. Brother Yan, do you know any martial arts? Why don’t we have a spar?”
“I’m afraid I’ll hurt you,”
brother Yan, if you spit out those words, I’ll beat you to the ground tonight. Otherwise, I’ll take on your last name!