BXBX NOVEL Chapter 594: Whose fault is it?(l)
Chapter 594: Whose fault is it?(l)
The noise from the third-floor window was too loud, so it was naturally heard by the group of sharp-eared children.
When Lu Xin walked out, the worried gazes of the group of children immediately turned to him. Some were angry, some were afraid, and some were angry and afraid at the same time. Of course, there were also some who were angry and afraid at the same time, with a hint of disappointment in their eyes.
Lu Xin lowered his head, not even willing to meet the eyes of the children as he quickly walked past them.
He got on the motorcycle and slowly walked out of the villa.
Lu Xin slowed down when he reached the main entrance.
He turned his head and saw the entrance of the villa. The security booth was about three to four square meters in size. It was very clean and had a small charcoal stove installed. The old security guard was standing inside, quietly raising his head and looking at him through a brand new glass window.
Lu Xin looked back at him quietly, and the two of them did not speak for a long time.
At the same time, it was impossible to see any strange emotions in each other’s eyes.
After a full three to four seconds, Lu Xin nodded lightly and said, “”Why haven’t you been growing flowers recently?”
The old security guard was stunned and didn’t know how to answer.
continue to raise them, ” Lu Xin said. I’ve specially reserved a flower pond for you.
After saying this, he slowly turned on the accelerator and drove out of the villa. He gave the two young bus drivers waiting outside fifty Yuan. Then, without saying a word, the speed of the motorcycle gradually increased, and he drove far away to the end of the road.
In the security booth, the old security guard suddenly felt a chill on his back after a long time.
It turned out that his back was already drenched in cold sweat.
“Not good . . . ‘E
He suddenly thought of something and rushed into the villa.
His aged body was surprisingly fast.
He quickly ran up three steps to the third floor of the villa. He pushed the door open and saw miss Lu sitting quietly by the window, looking outside without saying a word. She did not react to him rushing in.
It was winter, and the sky turned dark very quickly. The night was about to fall outside, and the dim light shone on her body.
Seeing that she was fine, the old security guard was slightly relieved.
However, looking at her back view that was facing the window, for a moment, he did not know how to say it.
After a long while, he said in a low voice, “”Are you alright?”
Teacher Xiaolu did not turn around. She continued to look outside quietly and said, “‘E Shouldn’t you be worried about him now?”
The old Guardian paused for a moment and said with some worry,”How much does he know?”
he remembered what happened at the orphanage, miss Xiaolu replied softly. 1 didn’t ask him in detail, but I can tell that he remembered everything, including the sound of him breaking my spine …
The old security Guard’s eyes were filled with deep fear.
This made him subconsciously breathe more heavily. “Then … What about the others?”
After a long while, teacher Lu shook her head.
The old security guard seemed to be slightly relieved, but he still had a lot of questions to ask.
However, he felt sorry for her when he saw her silent expression.
Thus, as if to comfort him, he smiled and said slowly, “”This way, it’s … That’s good …” he recalled the past, but he didn’t lose control …
this might, might mean that he really … Are you done?”
“l hope he’s changed for the better.”
Teacher Lu slowly lowered her head and said in a slightly annoyed voice, ‘ perhaps, he has really become a better person, but I … I still feel scared of him. I really don’t understand. Could it be … I’m the one who can’t let go of the past?”
“You can’t say that,”
The old security guard suddenly raised his head, and his expression was unprecedentedly serious. “The only person who can’t be blamed in this whole matter is you.”
“You’re the only innocent one here.” you have nothing to do with these things. It’s just that since we’ve set up an orphanage, we have to look like an orphanage, so we took in the few of you … An outsider came in, but at that time, who would have thought that so many things would happen?”
I didn’t expect that in the end. the one who left, dispersed, and died was you …
“Stop
The old security Guard’s words seemed to have dealt a huge blow to teacher Lu, and her emotions became a little intense.
“You know . . .
She sounded like she was about to cry.”l’m not innocent.” after all, it was I who … I was the one who suggested this escape plan …”
The old security guard didn’t say anything. He seemed to regret asking this question.
After a long silence, he slowly shook his head and said, “”lt’s not your fault. You were thinking for the children at that time. And, and if it wasn’t for someone who told on you, your escape plan … Perhaps it would never have failed …
“What’s the point of saying all this?”
Teacher Lu’s face was full of tears. She clenched her fists so hard that her nails almost pierced into her flesh. Her voice was strangely suppressed and restrained. I can never shirk this responsibility. The person who told the director is already dead. The disaster has already happened. How can I say that I’m innocent? ‘
“How can I say that it’s none of my business?” perhaps if it wasn’t for me, they wouldn’t have died. At least they would still be alive …
The old security guard could hear the deep self-blame in her words, but he felt helpless.
It was as if in his heart, he was also hesitating whether to say something or not.
However, he wasn’t confident either. He could only slowly and softly say, ” do you still remember what happened after the disaster? ‘ some of the bodies disappeared inexplicably, among them …
He paused for a moment before he said softly,”including the child who told on me …”
Teacher Lu lowered her head and did not listen to him.
Perhaps to her, this was of no use. After all, a dead person was dead …
Seeing that she couldn’t understand these things, the old security guard sighed softly.
After a long while, he changed the topic and said, “”Then, what did he say before he left?”
Outside the window, the last ray of evening light shone on teacher Lu’s face.
The corners of her mouth slowly revealed a sad smile, and she said softly, “”He said he would cure himself.’
The expression on the old security Guard’s face also changed slightly.
After a while, he gently shook his head and said, “”But who knows which one is the cured one?”
“l don’t know …
After a long time, teacher Lu said with a lack of confidence, ” but I know that he used all his strength to bring everyone out of that hell. He did everything a child could do to fight against those adults …
what I hate the most now is my own fear …
the half of me, when I think of what happened that night, I feel scared, afraid of him …
the other half of me, when I think of him, who tried his best but was unable to save her …
it’s actually very pitiful …
As night fell and the lights came into view, Lu Xin felt the world around him twist.
As he drove forward, he felt as if something strange was enveloping him.
The street lights and car lights in front of them formed a strange line.
It was like a strange snake that was sometimes long and sometimes short. It was twisted and grotesque, sometimes connecting and sometimes breaking.
In the dark corner, there seemed to be something mysterious looking at him secretly.
When he didn’t look at them, they became more and more daring. They even walked out from the corners and smiled coldly at him. They even deliberately provoked him, but when he looked at them, it was as if there was nothing.
He was clearly driving on the road, but he felt that the city was distancing itself from him.
The roads, the car lights, the surrounding buildings, and the crowd all seemed to be moving away from him, creating some kind of barrier between them.
The Crimson Moon above his head grew larger and larger, descending in front of him.
It was as if he could rush into the Crimson Moon if he stepped on the accelerator.
The sound of teacher Xiaolu crying, the sound of her questioning herself, the smiling faces of the children in the orphanage, the boy who handed the bread to the little girl with a smile when she was young, the chirping of cicadas in summer, the sound of the scalpel cutting the skin, the beeping of the instrument, the face of the dead child, the twisted building and the shaking furniture, and then the crisp sound of the spine being broken …
Lu Xin’s mind seemed to be filled with something, and there was no room for him to breathe.
Countless rays of light shone from all directions, causing him to be flustered. His heart was beating violently, faster and faster, and his blood seemed to be bursting out of his blood vessels and rushing out of his body.
Di di …
All of a sudden, a loud honk jolted Lu Xin out of his daze.
All the auditory and visual hallucinations disappeared at the same time. Lu Xin realized that he had somehow stopped at a crossroad.
He was surrounded by a crowd of cars, blocked in front, back, left, and right. Countless bright lights shone on his face, and angry drivers were honking hard. Someone even stuck his head out of the window and scolded him angrily, “”Are you an idiot?”
“Are you looking for death by stopping in the middle of the road? If you have a good motorcycle, you’re awesome, aren’t you?”
It took Lu Xin a long time to come back to his senses.
His hand reached for the black bag hanging on the handlebars, but he changed his mind halfway.
He raised his hand like a gun and pointed at the person who had his head out of the window.
The other party was furious. He stretched out half of his body and made a gesture of holding a submachine gun. He then pointed it at Lu Xin.
Lu Xin was suddenly amused. He tightened his grip on the accelerator and quickly drove away from the intersection.
“Isn’t it time for a family meeting?”
When the cold wind of early spring blew on his face again, he sighed and said in a low voice, ‘