BXBX NOVEL Chapter 161: I felt like, I might lose you!
"Here, Sweetheart... Your fiance wants to talk with you." Noah said to Samantha as he smirked and handed the phone to her.
"Shut up and get out. Now." Samantha said.
"Fine... But you both are coming and that's final. I am going to call others too." Noah said and making Samantha roll her eyes.
"Bye." Noah said with a wink again making Samantha roll her eyes.
Noah and Quency walked out of her office closing the door behind them.
"Hello." Samantha said on the phone as soon as they closed the door behind them.
"Did he tricked me now?" Johnson asked.
"They did." Samantha answered with a chuckle.
"So, you are not going?" Johnson asked.
"Where?" Samantha asked.
"On vacation with them." Johnson answered.
"I don't know but Noah is hell adamant on taking us on vacation." Samantha said.
"Ohh..." Johnson replied.
"Why don't you go and enjoy with them, Johnson. It just a week." Samantha said on the phone.
"No... I mean, I can't be alone without seeing you." Johnson replied making Samantha blush.
"Johnson..." Johnson cut off Samantha in mid-sentence.
"Yes, Samantha. It's been two days that I have not seen you." Johnson said.
"Umm... " Samantha stuttered.
"Don't you want to see me?" Johnson asked on the phone.
"Huh?" Samantha asked bringing a comfortable silence between them.
Just then... Suddenly, Samantha's door got opened and Johnson stepped inside the office.
Samantha's widened looking at Johnson in front of her eyes while she is talking with him on the phone.
"Huh?" Samantha asked with her wide eyes.
"What are you looking at? Aren't you happy that I am here?" Johnson asked with a smirk.
Samantha got up from the couch keeping her phone on the coffee table.
"You... You here? How?" Samantha asked as she walked towards him standing in front of him.
"Well... In was on the way to meet you and wanted to inform you that I am coming to see you but Noah answered your phone." Johnson answered as he shrugs.
Johnson wrapped his arms around Samantha and tucked her hair behind her ear which is not making Johnson see her beautiful face.
"How you been?" Johnson asked as he kissed Samantha's forehead making Samantha smile.
"Good. How about you?" Samantha asked as she kept her hands in his chest.
"Not so good." Johnson answered making Samantha frown.
"This heart is not letting me sleep and only thinking about you. I can't work, eat, and couldn't do anything. This heart just wanted to see you for 2 days." Johnson replied making Samantha blush furiously.
"Don't blush." Johnson said as he buries his face in Samantha's neck.
"I can't help it... You make me blush like that." Samantha replied making Johnson look at her with his eyes wide.
"You just said that? Or did I imagined it?" Johnson asked with his eyes wide making Samantha more blush.
"I just said that... You aren't imagining." Samantha said as she wrapped her arms around Johnson hugging him.
Johnson smiled brightly and hugged her more tightly.
Feeling Samantha on his chest after 2 long days in incredible to him. Samantha became a whole world to Johnson now. He always thinks about her and wanted to hug her keeping her only beside him.
"I love you, Samantha." Johnson said making Samantha heart beat faster.
"I know... You still need time but... In the meantime, while waiting for you to say me... I love you too... I feel like, I don't suit you... I mean, I feel like...
I am not perfect for you." Johnson said closing her eyes and Samantha looked at him.
Johnson looked down at her cupping her face in his hands.
"I feel like... I might lose you... I feel like, I am so less for you... I don't know why, but being away from you is killing me and these thoughts are not helping me much too." Johnson said looking into Samantha's eyes.
Samantha just starting into Johnson's eyes not knowing what to talk or say.
While he says that he feels like... He might lose her... Her heart started beating fast. She doesn't want to lose him neither he should not feels like he is not enough for her.
Because Johnson is more than enough for Samantha. Knowing about her very well and understanding her. Believing her and trusting her is not a small thing in the relationship for Samantha.
If Johnson wants he can get any girl. Who is a more intelligent, beautiful, mature, brave, sexy, hot, and strong girl but he didn't and accepted Samantha wholeheartedly. Who has her flaws and scars of another man in her life! But still, Johnson didn't care about anything about Samantha and just trusted on what she said.
He believed her and didn't judge her at all even though she kept a secret from him. He still didn't ask her to know about very well that it will affect their relationship in the future days.
Johnson even accepted Anna and is ready to give his name to her as his father. That's really was heart touching for Samantha. Without knowing anything about Anna. Still, Johnson is ready to accept Anna just because Samantha wanted too and knowing about Anna later. He wanted to make her daughter from his heart.
All the while, Samantha was thinking that if she is perfect for Johnson or not... In the meantime, Johnson made her realize how much she means to him. So, Samantha took out the feeling away from her heart which is bothering her so much just because of Johnson but now, listening to Johnson.
She is not feeling good that Johnson is thinking about all these while she wanted to tell him how much she loves him back.
Samantha doesn't want to bring this feeling inside Johnson's heart. So, Samantha took a decision and nodded to herself in her mind to take away that feeling from Johnson's heart.
"Let's go on a vacation with all." Samantha said with a smile making Johnson frown.