BXBX NOVEL Chapter 271: Hope in life!
"But, Sam... Arvin knows all... What we will do is he say everything to Johnson or Martin?" Alexi asked!
"Alexi, if Johnson or Martin gets to know about this then they will kill him first! They will never point out their fingers towards us! They trust us and know that we will never do something bad intentionally! Whatever we did was for our safety and mostly, we suffered in this more than anyone! They gave pain to us! They made us suffer and they made us feel ourselves bad!
They did everything which makes our life a living hell but we are strong! We are so strong that we are capable of living our life as nothing happened and we forgot everything which happened in our lives and living happily! And then Johnson and Martin came into our lives bringing hopes in our lives!" Samantha answered with a bright smile as a tear falls down from her eyes!
"A hope to make our lives happy! A hope to make our lives beautiful than ever! A hope to make our lives more special! They are trying there best to make them theirs even though how much hard it is! They still are trying but remember they never left our sides knowing our past!
They supported us and thought everything positively and accepted everything we said but never ever investigated about it or looked back about or talked about it with us! They always said to us to forget the past and always told us that it's fine if we even don't tell them about our past! They said they will still accept us however we are!" Samantha said and Alexi sighed!
"But... What if they point their fingers towards us in future after knowing about us? Will, not that break our hearts?" Alexi asked!
"Alexi, they love us... If they are pointing their fingers towards us then we should think that it's hurting them too! If we are getting heartbroken then it's same from the other side too as they are loving us... They will get heartbroken too!" Samantha answered and Alexi hugged Samantha tightly!
"I am scared of losing Martin too... I don't want to lose him! He is the first guy who made me feel good! He made me feel I am so precious! He gave me a feeling that I can lay back on him if I have any problems but looking at our past... It's breaking me...
Is this the punishment I am getting for doing good?" Alexi asked with tears.
"No, Love... You shouldn't think like that because whatever you did was to save me! Save me from these cruel bastards! You did what made you feel good and you should feel happy that you did a good job of saving your sister's life! Aren't you happy about saving your sister's life?" Samantha asked cupping Alexi's face in her hands!
"How can you think like that! You are my life... You are my world! Whatever I did is because of you. Those people need to know the lesson! They don't know how we are living our lives with this burden keeping in our lives!
And now, he is back! I don't know why! To make our lives living hell again?" Alexi asked and Samantha shook her head in no!
"No, Love... This time he will not play with us anymore! If he messes up with our lives again! You will just see his death! Don't worry about all these things! Martin loves you a lot and you don't need to tell him anything yet!
Wait until you trust him but trust me, he will surely understand you no matter what! He will love you no matter what!" Samantha said with a bright smile looking into Alexi's eyes!
"Do you really think, Martin will understand me?" Alexi asked and Samantha got upon her feet and sat beside Alexi taking her hands in her's!
Samantha wiped Alexi's tears away and caressed her hair!
"He will! Because he loves you more than anything in this world! See yourself... Before he got into a relationship before you, he was a playboy and used to be with a different girl on every night! But now, he always tries to spend time only with you! He stopped going to clubs and he started to change himself according to your taste!
He is giving all his time to you and he is trying to take more interest in you about your personal things! Only then it will work out for you both in future because he is imaging a future with you! A lifetime one! He is trying to give you space as well as taking interest in your personal things! This is no wrong!
A guy what's to know more about you more only when he is ready to take the next step in your relationship!" Samantha said with a bright smile and Alexi sighed!
"Look, Alexi... Take me and Johnson as an example! I told him about my past a little to him on our date and that is after our engagement! He said one thing which made me feel good at that time and that is 'Forget about the past! Because I want to spend the future with you but not look after at your past!' That means, he doesn't care about what is my past! He knows that my past made me a strong woman!
Who can deal with anything in future and he is proud that I can handle any problem in my life because I know the pain which I went through He knows, a pain can make a person so strong that how much you try to make him/her, again and again, you will never get succeed!" Samantha said and Alexi looked at Samantha with a small smile!
"I didn't tell him about a few things until our wedding shower! Even though he gets to know about things, he didn't ask me about them because he trusted me and know that I will tell him everything once a day or the other day! He waited and said calmly that 'I know about this already!" Samantha said with a chuckle!
"That was insane! How can he be so cool about it? I was totally shocked about it too! Gosh! That night was so tense!" Alexi replied making Samantha laughed out loud!
"Well, you know... I feel good everything is out at last because I don't want to feel guilty about it! Even though, it's the half past... They still have a clue what happened with us! Do you remember when Teddy asked Johnson why do you love her even though she is not pure?" Samantha asked and Alexi nodded with a tight smile.
"Well... I thought to keep him away after listening to that because I don't deserve him! I don't know why maybe teddy's words affected me? Listening to him, I am not sure... I thought I don't deserve love in my life and I thought I might making Johnson's life miserable! Knowing that he deserves better than me...
I couldn't stop myself from keeping him away!" Samantha said as tears rolled in her eyes!
"But after listening to Johnson talking to you, my heartfelt as it's broken into pieces... Because I got to know the feeling when he said he will leave me alone! I got to know the pain at that time... I got to know how much heartbroken he was when I said to him to leave me alone and don't show up in front of my eyes again!" Samantha said with a small smile.
"Seeing him in tears, I couldn't help myself and hugged him tightly! I cried in his arms because in a very less time, he made me feel good with him! He means a world to me now! I don't want him to let go no matter what! I want to share a life with him and what to make a family! Like he always says, A happy family!" Samantha said with a bright smile and Alexi smiled back at her.
"I don't know how but I fell in love with him. He made me fall in love with him! He made me know how can a true love change a person! He became my support now! I know, he will be there for me in future no matter what! I know, he will love me till death do us apart!" Samantha said with a bright smile and Alexi hugged Samantha tightly!