Chapter 350: I am at fault!
"Well... From his view... It was a date already. Isn't it?" Samantha asked on the phone.
"No. It's not, Sam..." Alexi answered
"Are you really sure about it? He was at our wedding... I saw him looking at you... That look isn't normal... It's something else... He knows that you and Martin are dating.
Still, he asked you out." Samantha said.
"Sam, the whole world knows that we are dating... Then why..." Samantha cut off Alexi in mid-sentence.
"I don't know... What to talk about right now, Alexi? I think you did wrong in accepting Nick's dinner... Or else... You did wrong in conveying to Martin that you went out with Nick is just a friendly way." Samantha said.
"What else I should say to him? I told him that Nick asked me out... You know that I can go out without his permission too right? It's my wish who I meet or not... But still, I told him because... I want him to know about it!" Alexi replied making Samantha roll her eyes at the other side.
"Lexi, try to understand... It is not how it works... You both are dating. You both need to share things between you. Only then, your relationship gets stronger day by day." Samantha said and Alexi nodded her head.
"I know... But... He is not at all ready to understand me..." Samantha cut off Alexi in mid-sentence.
"He did... I know. Martin will try his best to understand you but when he got some different feelings around Nick then you need to understand why. No guy will not tell about any other guy badly to his girl. If he is bad, then he might... If he is not then he is not!" Samantha said sternly.
"Are you serious? Why Nick is bad? What did he even do? It's not even his wrong." Alexi said.
"I don't know what he did... But... I think you got Nick wrong too somewhere... I just want you to be careful with the ones around you. Try to understand Martin... If possible." Samantha said.
"What? What do you mean? I need to listen to Martin?" Alexi asked.
"Why are you so hell adamant on getting me wrong, Alexi?" Samantha asked sternly making Alexi sigh.
"When did I even get you wrong, Sam? I just want to know what you mean by listening to Martin? I am not a small kid to listen to him. He needs to understand that I need to go around with important people..." Alexi answered.
"Lexi, look... We all understand you so well... It's all your profession that you need to go out people... But this is not the way of going out!" Samantha replied.
"Then how do you want me to?" Alexi asked.
"Lexi, listen... This is not how things go when you are in your relationship... If Martin said that he is getting bad vibes from Nick... Then you should have understood it..." Samantha said and Alexi sighed.
"Sam, it's not Nick's fault..." Samantha cut off Samantha in mid-sentence.
"It's his fault... I will say it again... It's his fault... It's all over tabloids and newspapers that you went out on a date with Nick last night and cheating on Martin. Do you even have any idea what Martin is going through right now?" Samantha asked and Alexi sighed.
"Sam... I... I am an A-lister... Paparazzi will be behind me wherever I go... I can't change that... Can I?" Alexi asked.
"But, they started assuming things... Didn't they?" Samantha asked angrily.
"I am sorry... I don't know it will turn out like this... The pictures which show that my hands are in his... That time, he was looking at my ring... That Martin proposed me with!" Alexi answered.
"I believe you... But what about Martin, Alexi? He can't keep up with this every time. Can he?" Samantha asked.
"He can't... I agree... But there was not my fault neither his..." Alexi answered.
"What do you want to do right now?" Samantha asked.
"Martin is not home, Sam... I am scared that something might happen... I woke up late and when I woke up... The maid said, he went out angrily somewhere as soon as he saw the news about me and Nick a 30 minutes ago." Alexi answered.
"Ahhh, Alexi... You are making it so messy!" Samantha replied making Alexi sigh.
"I called up Nick too... He said, he is sorry for the news and was in Jet. He was about to take off." Alexi said and heard Samantha sighing.
"Then where do you think martin went?" Samantha asked.
"I don't know, Sam... I am worried about him too." Alexi answered.
"Don't worry... Johnson is trying to find him... Should I come there?" Samantha asked.
"No, it's fine... I just need some space. But I think, I need to give out a statement about my relationship. Shouldn't I?" Alexi asked.
"Well, I think... You should." Samantha answered.
"I talked to Andrew too and he said... This paparazzi assume a lot of things... So, I need to leave them off... But I don't want to... Seeing how hurt Martin is... I can't stop myself.
He even stopped me from going to the dinner but I was so hell adamant on going..." Alexi said as a tear falls down from her eyes.
"This is what happens when you don't listen to anyone." Samantha replied and Alexi nodded her head.
"Yes... I agree... But... This is all my fault right now." Alexi said another tear falls as another tear falls down from her eyes.
"Well, this is why... We all want you to be careful but you never listen to us, Alexi... Never! You always do this and later regret everything you did... This is what happens when you don't listen to us... You just are unbelievable..." Samantha replied as she sighed.
"I am really sorry... I will not do something like this again... I should not have gone to the dinner... I should have listened to him but at last, Nick doesn't know all this will happen... Paparazzi somehow found us... I hate them a lot right now...
I don't understand why they want to get into my every damn business... I am just hating the right now, a lot... I fucking hate this... This is just too much for me... Fla accepts everything they are doing which irks me... I just want them to get away from me or else...
I want to get away from them..." Alexi said with tears.
"I can understand you, Lexi..." Samantha replied as she heard Alexi crying on the phone.
"Lexi, stop crying... Or else, I should come to you..." Samantha said and Alexi shook her head in no.
"No... I am just so tired... And I am angry at myself for making everyone's lives a living hell... Now, Martin's and you... You and Johnson just got married but you both are looking after my trouble... I just really hate myself right now..." Alexi replied and Samantha sighed.
"Alexi, listen to me. Baby, you didn't do anything... It just happened. There is nothing that happened that you got to hate yourself... It's fine... Mistakes happen...
But you need to correct it with the time. So, you can keep people in your lives without losing them." Samantha said and an another tear falls down from her eye.
"I just don't know, Sam... I am just not understanding anything... I don't even understand what I need to do right now..." Alexi replied making Samantha take a deep breath.
"Lexi, think before you take any step... Before, it's not only yours... But Martin's life will also cost with you because you both are public figures. People are so interested to know what is going on in your both lives. I am not telling you to listen to them but try to understand that this is how life works... They will show you who you are with time...
As you are an A-lister today, they are supporting you... When you get down tomorrow, they will never look at you... Or care about you... It just matters that who will be with you in the future?" Samantha asked.
"And I guess, you already know the answer. So, it's your wish to take any step which makes you go for it... Even though, I am your sister and can advise you well... But I can't force you to do something that you doesn't want to." Samantha said making Alexi take a deep breath.
"You know that you are wrong right now... Then try to find him and apologize to him. He will understand you very well. He will think about what you going through when you tell him everything... Just don't let him go if you truly love him, Alexi... Because you will never get a man you love in your life if you lose him once...
It's your wish at last... I am just telling you like a sister... If you don't want to listen to me... It's fine... I am not at all forcing you for anything... Just do what makes you feel right!" Samantha said on the phone making Alexi take a deep breath.