BXBX NOVEL Chapter 546: You saved me from getting hurt.
"You have saved me from getting more hurt, Johnson... You have saved your Princess from getting more hurt and made her your Queen... When she least thought about it and only thought that only death has been written in her fate which gives her happiness... And peace." Samantha said as Johnson cupped her face as he shook his head in no.
"No... Don't talk like that..." Johnson was cut off by Samantha in mid-sentence as she kept a finger on his lips.
"Shhh..." Samantha said as she smiled at him with tears failed down from her eyes which never stops as her heart smiles but at the same time, it hurts her... For marrying a guy who loved her the most as her only love... She has never thought that this has been written in her fate... And she still feels it like a dream... Which she never wants to wake up from...
She doesn't want to go through the shit back and suffer... But still, she would wake up from this dream happily thinking and knowing that she still has dreamt about the love that she never thought would she ever feel ever in her life... She will cherish all the memories that she had dreamt of and would live happily alone... But... This is her life and whatever is happening right now is real for her.
"You really don't have any idea how beautiful you have changed my life into... I would surely be jealous of a girl if her love is this pure..." Samantha said with a smile making Johnson chuckle with tears.
Samantha wiped off his tears from her eyes and kissed his nose which is just so red right now like a tomato. That made her smile seeing how much it makes him happy and sad at the same time with her words she just talked... She couldn't ask for more in her life but Johnson. He is enough for her in her life and she will be always happy in his arms no matter what!
"But... This is my love story... Whatever I am feeling right now is because of the love which you have given me... And make me know how to feel it... Again!" Samantha said with a smile.
"I don't know... How you felt when you have got to know about my past... But, you know how I felt I told you about my past?" Samantha asked as she looked into his eyes.
"I felt as if my world will collapse right now... I was ready for everything... I asked myself 100 times if I should tell you about my past or not. Because, the love I got from you until then, was just amazing... It made me alive...
And not to forget, it made me sleep peacefully knowing that there is someone behind my back to love me and give me all his love if something happens to me..." Samantha said with a smile.
"That feeling... Was just... Unbelievable. When you said that you love me... And fell in love with me at first sight, I know that, whatever it was is just an attention... But I was ready for this marriage just because of my parent's happiness...
Just because, I don't want to hurt them... And thought that I will do everything to you as your wife and would never disappoint you... And just let you have your ways and desires on me... Even though how much it hurts me. I thought I can bear it..." Samantha said.
"But... Turns out... That you are not the same guy as everyone who just wanted a girl because of his desires... You wanted love too... But, I thought I was not capable of giving you that because I... Myself is a broken girl who wanted love." Samantha said as she took a deep breath.
"You are my lifesaver, Johnson... As you loved me with your whole heart when I needed you the most, I will love you till death do us apart. I promise you that, I will never disappoint you. You have made me strong enough to face anything in this world that life has thrown me into... I just wish that you were the only one I loved in my life... But...
I loved a guy... A wrong person who only wanted to see my worst side... Has taken away that place from you. How I wish, he doesn't exist in this world and I only have met you in my life... And loved you!" Samantha said as she caressed his cheek and he kissed her forehead making her close her eyes and feel his kiss which gives her a bright smile on her face.
"You are my life, Samantha... I don't know how I lived my whole life... But the time, I see you, it's been already late... But I wanted you in my life anyhow... But I have lived my life without you all these years but... From the time you have come into my life, I can't anymore...
I have no idea why! I can't breathe without seeing you, holding you in my arms... You have become my breath. If I lose that breath, then the death is the only option for me..." Samantha cut off Johnson in mid-sentence as she kept her fingers on his lips.
"I would never leave you, Johnson. I won't let that day come... Believe me, as much as you need me... I need you too!" Samantha said as she kissed his cheek and Johnson nodded his head in yes as he cupped her face in his hands.
"As I said before, wipe him off from your life. Think as if he never exist in this world and you never meet him. It's not like he will come into your life again... He is dead!" Johnson said.