BXBX NOVEL Chapter 577: A Selfish Girl.
The new relationships had made her know her worth and also the worth of their love... Especially the love if Johnson that she never wanted to see just because he will get hurt in the end... But she was selfish at the end to get his love and snacthed Someone's else position in his life because she doesn't this life beside Johnson.
She deserves a life where she used to suffer and used to take a lot of high doses pills to get sleep. Suffer every second because whatever had happened was her fault in her life...
Trusting someone lile Leo is her fault and getting betrayed by his hands is her fault... Getting raped by him is her fault because loving him was especially her fault... Her only fault.
The fault has shown her what she is capable off having in her life because she really doesn't deserve Johnson in her life... She deserves to suffer in her life but she became Selfish and snatched Someone's fate that should spend her life with Johnson. She feels really bad for Johnson that he had to marry a girl who is just nothing but just a selfish girl who wanted Love... Love of her own...
How did she even though that she will love someone else when she doesn't love herself?
Is this possible to love him without loving herself? Though, she found no answer but she is confused about she wants to wish right now in her life...
Her life is messed up... She thought, maybe... Her life would be good if Leo had not enter into her life and make her know who is at fault and why she deserves to suffer her whole life?
Leo presence had ruined her completely right now... She had no idea what would he ask from her with the stuff he had near him against Alexi. She is scared she might lose her love again... In her life which she doesn't want too! But, if losing her love with make her sister get out of this then she is ready to sacrifice her whole life and happiness to Leo... And leave the love of her life.
She doesn't know what for what she wants to wish for right now...
Because the other side it's her sister and the other side is Johnson her love... Her husband!
One is the person who bought her up with her love and gave her huge support when she is going through a lot and made her feel that she is worth of something while the other person is the one who gave her love and support her to raise more and open her wings to see the new world around her.
He made her know what love is agian... Who made her know what loving someone feels like.
She doesn't at all feel or ever felt before any kind of bitterness in her life whme Johnson stepped into her life... It was all happiness around her. And he always try to keep her happy no matter what!
Johnson made the darkness that's present in the east make it disappear...
And now, how can she bring darkness in his life by leaving from her life?
She is sure that Leo will ask her to do something that she doesn't like to do and that is to leave Johnson... But she is not ready neither she will ever be... She is still selfish to have him in her life because she wants to be happy in her life but not suffer herself and Johnson.
Hers and Johnson's keeps shrinking as they came together and they wanted to see darkness in their life time and Samantha vowed that she will always give him the love he deserves but she right now know that, she can't able to give him the love he deserves...
But she can feel the heat in this light that he had given her a new life to live that Samantha had never expected to have in her life agian...
It's all quite new for her... She feels like all these is just a dream... Just a small dream that fades away in time...
But she is not sure if she can do whatever Leo tells her to do... But she is scared that, he will do anything to her sister who is more than important to her than her happiness.
Life has started to throw her into the pit and wants to suffer her all over agian...
And she is ready to suffer again... But this time, it's not for herself... But her family.
She will suffer and endure all the pain that Leo gives her and she will be happy taking all the suffering from him because she is her life line's... Her people who is important to her more than her life and her Happiness.
There is no way that Samantha ever going to say Johnson or Anyone that Leo is alive. Because, Leo will never let Anyone leave if he gets to know that she said anything to him.
She knows Leo so well than anyone... He had his eyes on everyway... And she is sure that he has his eyes on her right now and she doesn't at all wants to take risk of saying anything to anyone... Because it doesn't take Leo a second to just eveyone crush in his fingers and make them suffer more than anything or her...
Than seeing all these, she thinks it's better than Samantha suffer for her people who loves and it's her time to show her what she can do for them even more than anything they can expect her do!
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