BXBX NOVEL Chapter 605: I feel guilty.
He never ever wanted to see her in this stage again ever... But he got to see it again... All over again after... She tried for her suicide.
He promised to take care of her... But what had he done? He again bought her back to the same position she was before?
The same situation that he never wanted her to be again ever?
He just feels so guilty for everything that Samantha is going through right now...
He just feel so bad for her. If he didn't love her then she won't have been at this stage right now... He is the reason that bought Samantha to this stage... And right now, she is in a situation that no one knows if she will survive or not!
How fate had tangled their lives like this?
How can this be possible?
How can fate do this to them?
They were in love and they wanted to have a happy life together and wanted to live their lives so happily with their kids!
How many more problems will come in their lives?
Don't they have a full spot to their situations?
How many more things that they needs to fight with together?
Johnson is all ready to fight with anything in their lives as far as Samantha is with him!
He only needs one person to behind him and beside him always. No matter what!
He needs her... He loves her to death! They both love each other... The love that they just die for! What a true love it is that makes their souls beat for each other...
Their souls only needs each other.
But Johnson would never ever thought that this will happen all over again!
He hates this situation more than anything. The least when he thought that, things are getting alright in their lives, this had happened!
Her past had returned for her to hunt her down!
How bad the fate can get too?
Isn't whatever they both went through all these years in the past is enough that they had to fight for their future too?
Johnson just couldn't control himself seeing his wife fighting for her life right on the bed in front of him and he is standing helplessly in front of her.
Why is this happening to them? Why is this happening to only him?
'Why? Why is this happening to only me?' Johnson muttered under his breath.
'Why me? When I want to just have a happy life with my wife and daughter?' Johnson asked as he looked at Samantha as a tear falls down from his eyes.
He couldn't just help himself. He doesn't want to break out either but it just, hurt him a lot seeing the love of his life lying their on the bed with all the wires attached to her body which are keeping her alive right now!
Johnson walked towards her slowly and lokked at her from head to bottom. He slowly bend down and kissed her forehead.
He sat on the couch and grabbed her hand and interwined them both and kissed her knuckles.
"I am really so sorry for not protecting you well enough!" Johnson said as another tear falls down from her eyes.
"I am really so sorry. I don't wanted to see you in this situation again... But this had happened..." Johnson said as he pressed her hand on his chest.
"I can't protect Anna well... And neither you... What am I for then?" Johnson asked with tears.
"Why am I like this, Samantha?" Johnson asked.
"Why can't I have a happy and peaceful life with you and my daughter?" Johnson asked.
"Why is our lives like this?" Johnson asked.
"I feel really guilty for not keeping you happy enough like I promised." Johnson said.
"All these is making me go crazy!" Johnson said.
"I wanted to kill Leo the moment I heard that he is alive... But I can't keep track of him... I will try my best and bring him in front of you. So, you can shoot him with your own hands. He deserves to be dead. He needs to learn a lesson!
He doesn't deserve to live on this earth! He doesn't deserve to live like this!" Johnson said.
"I don't care whatever happens next. I will take care of everything! I just will kill him... For bringing you this situation!" Johnson said with more tears.
"Please... Be alive... For me... I love you so much and I really need you in my life, My love. Other than you, there is nothing that can make me alive on this earth. You are the only one who made me shine like a bright star in the darkness that I have been buried myself in!" Johnson said.
"I need your love... I need our love to surive!" Johnson said.
"I wish, I was on your place... I don't mind being in your place... As far as you are okay!" Johnson said.
"I want my Wife to be alive. And my love to wake up soon. I want to hug you tightly and kiss you. I want you in my arms, Sanantha." Johnson said with tears.
"I don't care who leave me... But I don't want you to leave me like this... I want my love back to me... Please... Be alive for me. Wake up for me." Johnson said as he cried out loud.
He justis so Vunerable that he can't himself from crying out loud.
His heart stattered into pieces... Seeing his wife in this situation.
Lying like a lifeless body... He wants his wife back. He wanted her love. He wants her to be alive.
He wants her to tell him that everything will be alright. He wanted to feel her... He wanted to take her in his arms and hug her tightly. He promise that, he will never let her go away from her.
"Forgive me for not protecting you, Love!" Johnson said with tears in his eyes.