BXBX NOVEL Chapter 156:1 Want to Be With You 1
This was a kiss Hai Xiaotang had never experienced before.
A passionate, unmetered kiss that burned like fire.
A kiss she had longed for in her dreams countless times in her previous life.
A kiss she could never get, even though she loved him wholeheartedly in her previous life…
The irony of it was that she received it now, when she least wanted it in this life.
Flashes of her past life surfaced in Hai Xiaotang’s mind at this moment.
The clearest and most painful memory was on the day she committed suicide.
[Our divorce has already been decided by the court. I will be marrying Xinxin next month. I’m here today just to tell you in person.]
Dongfang Yu’s ruthless words that day hurt her more than hearing her death sentence.
He knew very well that she would be executed by gunfire in the following month.
Yet he had planned his wedding with Lin Xinxin for that same time.
She meant nothing to him in his eyes, and he held no feelings for her.
Her death, he wouldn’t grieve over. He would actually find pleasure in it.
Otherwise, why would he be so eager to marry Lin Xinxin without considering her death at all?
Even when she was sentenced to death, and he didn’t rescue her, she was still not disheartened in her feelings for him.
But on that day, her heart died completely.
The moment her heart died, she should have died too. Because that Hai Xiaotang lived only for his love.
She couldn’t live without him…
Already use her own life to end her love for him, in this current life, she swore she wouldn’t love another person – not one bit.
There was truly no love left…
This kiss wasn’t stirring up an iota of emotion within her.
Hai Xiaotang initially resisted, but when she realized it was in vain, she stopped.
Noticing her unusual behavior, Dongfang Yu slowly backed away only to meet her cold, unflinching gaze.
His heart suddenly sank.
Hai Xiaotang pushed him away, breathing heavily, “See? I don’t have any feelings for you at all. I don’t love you, and that’s the truth.”
“There’s absolutely no feelings left for you, no matter what you do. Do you still not want a divorce?”
Dongfang Yu stared at her intensely, lips pursed tightly as if not willing to believe her words.
Hai Xiaotang looked him straight in the eye, “If you still don’t believe me, I’ll ask you this. In the past 7 years, did you ever develop feelings for me?”
Dongfang Yu trembled violently!
He was intelligent. He clearly understood what she meant.
Even though she loved him so much during those past 7 years, he didn’t reciprocate her feelings at all.
With that logic, even if he had now come to love her dearly, she definitely wouldn’t have feelings for him…
Hai Xiaotang maintained a firm stance, “So let’s end this.”
“I’ve developed feelings for you now!” Dongfang Yu suddenly stated.
Hai Xiaotang was startled,
The man stared deeply at her, uttering words he would never say in his lifetime, “Hai Xiaotang, I’m serious. I want to remain your husband, respond to your affections and be with you.”
“Give me another chance.” Dongfang Yu’s voice sounded somewhat pleading, “Let’s start over.”
Hai Xiaotang recovered from her shock, “Dongfang Yu, have a good look. I’m Hai Xiaotang, unlearned, impulsive and arrogant Hai Xiaotang!”
“I know!” Dongfang Yu’s eyes flickered, “I’ve also been asking myself why I would fall for such a woman. I questioned myself continuously, even thinking that I could forget you. But I just can’t do it, I can’t help it. Hai Xiaotang, I have to admit it, 1 have indeed developed feelings for you..”