I Don't Want To Reincarnate

Shen youchu had never thought about this question-what would life have been like if she had not met Chen hansheng?

She had thought about what her life would be like after meeting Chen hansheng.

It was very ordinary and very simple.

When he was in college, he studied hard and helped Chen hansheng with things.

After he graduated, he would see what Chen hansheng had planned and follow him.

In the future, she would get married, have children, take care of Chen hansheng’s parents, support her mother-in-law, and run a family. This was the simple and traditional concept in her mind.

She did not have any great ambitions, nor was she willing to accept new ideas. However, she had to meet Chen hansheng, a boy who did not follow the rules, and the people and things that pestered him.

Shen youchu raised his head. The first-year junior sister in front of him was such an existence.

Senior Sister, I actually like Chen hansheng more than you do. I’m willing to do anything for him.

Luo Xuan stared at Shen youchu, then turned around and left Room 101.

Shen youchu stood there silently for a while. Just as he was about to continue cleaning, he felt his chest tighten again. It was as if his breath was stuck in his throat and he couldn’t breathe.

She held onto the broom and slowly squatted down. After a while, she felt better. She insisted on cleaning up before locking the door and returning to the dormitory.

Shen youchu had bought him breakfast as usual.

“What’s wrong with your complexion?”

Chen hansheng suddenly asked. Shen youchu looked a little Haggard.

“I’m fine. The weather is too hot.”

Shen youchu whispered.

Summer was coming to an end, and with another downpour, it would officially be autumn in Jianye.

the seasons change very quickly, so I can’t change my clothes casually these days. In the past, at this time, my mother would force me to wear long sleeves with a stick.

Chen hansheng picked up the breakfast, but at the same time, his wrist was exposed.

Chen hansheng had always been a meticulous person. The wound on his wrist had already been treated, and it would have been difficult to notice if one did not observe it carefully. That was why he dared to walk in front of Shen youchu.

However, Chen hansheng did not know that Luo Xuan had already created a misunderstanding. Shen youchu had noticed it, but she lowered her head and did not say anything.

After Chen hansheng finished eating, he waved the bag in his hand. I’m going to the new era electronics factory today. I need to participate in a project.

“Yes.”

Shen youchu nodded, but just as Chen hansheng was about to leave, Shen youchu suddenly said from behind, “”Let’s have dinner together tonight, okay?”

“Tonight?”

Chen hansheng felt a little strange, but he had not done anything to let Shen youchu down recently, so he replied honestly, ” I can’t say at night. This project is very important. I might have to stay up all night. I’ll eat after I’m done with this.

okay, ” Shen youchu said. She walked Chen hansheng to the door and watched him leave. She rubbed her chest and sat back down to rest.

Chen hansheng went to the new era electronics factory to participate in the initial seminar of the MP3 player project. He took part in the recording as an Office Administrator, compiled the opinions of all parties at the meeting, and finally came to a conclusion.

An ordinary administrative staff could not do this job because they could not fully understand Zheng Guanyu’s intentions. Therefore, it had to be done by Chen hansheng, his ” male best friend.

It usually took a long time for a factory of 1000 people to set up a new department or carry out a project verification.

He often had a two-hour meeting, a 15-minute break, another two hours of meetings, and then he was ready to eat. After eating, he would continue the meeting for another two hours, and another 15 -minute break, and so on and so forth. It was repeated continuously.

Fortunately, Chen hansheng was mentally prepared. He knew that it would not be easy to get a reward of 200000 Yuan. Moreover, this was a learning process, so he did not feel any burden in doing it. On the contrary, Zheng Guanyu felt a little apologetic.

“I’m so sorry. You’ve been busy from morning to night and almost forgot that you’re a college student.”

Chen hansheng smiled. if I didn’t have to deal with my class or Student Union Affairs, I would have forgotten about it.

At around 11 pm, the first evidence conference of the new era electronics factory finally came to a decision. They would allocate all the resources in the factory to set up a new department and bid for the factory to produce the MP3 monitor.

MP3 players were mainly composed of central processors, monitors, and memory cards. New era electronics factory focused on developing the core CPU, and the display business was provided by bidding partners. There were several electronic display companies in jianmo.

“I’ll get the driver from the factory to send you back.”

Zheng Guanyu was very satisfied with Chen hansheng’s contribution today. Although he did not say anything, his opinions were very well summarized, which showed that Chen hansheng had a deep understanding of the project. “Thank you, President Zheng. I’ll come again tomorrow.”

Chen hansheng did not stand on ceremony. It was not convenient to take a taxi so late at night, so he asked the factory driver to send him back to school.

When they arrived at the entrance of the financial institute, the driver turned around and said, “”Secretary Chen, we’re here.”

Chen hansheng was thinking about something. He grinned when he heard the title. Secretary?

After a good night’s sleep, it was dawn again. In the morning, Chen hansheng packed his bags and went to Room 101 again. He found Shen youchu lying on the table.

“Are you uncomfortable?” Chen hansheng hurried over.

Shen youchu raised her head. Her originally ruddy face was now slightly pale, and her entire person exuded a sense of powerlessness.

“I’m fine. You can have breakfast first.”

Shen youchu raised his head and took out breakfast from his bag. Chen hansheng touched Shen youchu’s forehead. It was burning hot, as if he had a fever.

“Let’s go to the hospital.”

Chen hansheng made a prompt decision and immediately took Shen youchu to the Jiangling District women and Children’s Hospital.

On the way, Chen hansheng asked about Shen youchu’s symptoms in detail. Other than fever, he also had a series of symptoms such as chest tightness, food aversion, insomnia, and powerlessness.

There did not seem to be any special characteristics of these diseases, so Chen hansheng made an appointment with a specialist in Internal Medicine.

Although the registration fee for a female Internal Medicine expert in her fifties was relatively expensive, her attitude was really not good.

After she heard about Shen youchu’s situation, she directly ordered, “”Get an

X-ray done first to rule out organ lesions.”

Chen hansheng was shocked. it’s so serious. Do you still need an X-ray? ”

The female specialist raised her eyes and glanced at him. “I already said that it’s ruled out. If there are no organ lesions in the chest and lungs, it will definitely be the best.’

Chen hansheng nodded and did not say anything. The expert had a point.

There were many patients in the queue in the Department of rays. It was a hubbub of voices, and it was very noisy. Some people were holding their phones and talking loudly.Some people were sitting in cold stainless steel chairs, their eyes dull.Someone was running up and down the stairs.

Shen youchu looked at the room full of people and was a little afraid. She turned to Chen hansheng and said, ‘”‘1 feel much better. Can I go back to school? you’re going out too.”

Chen hansheng was about to go to the new era electronics factory, but he was shocked by the doctor. If he didn’t see the report, he probably wouldn’t be in the mood to do anything else. He reached out and gently wrapped his arms around Shen youchu’s slender waist.”lt’s fine. You’re the most important.”

Perhaps it was because they were in the hospital, the ” hug ” was very warm. Although Shen youchu was also very shy, he still hung his head on Chen hansheng’s shoulder and closed his eyes to listen to his heartbeat.

Usually, there were two copies of X-ray results. One was the report, and the other was the black-and-white film. Some people were waiting here just to get the black-and-white film. With the constant stream of new patients coming in, the place was crowded.

There were two female doctors who did the X-ray. They were not very old and were very impatient. They screamed, after you’re done shooting, go to the window on the right to get your report. After the doctor who’s registered has seen it and confirmed that there’s no problem, you can come back to get the film because it takes a longer time to get the film.

also, be careful not to cut in line. There’s no name on the film, so be careful not to get it mixed up.

However, the environment was too noisy, and not many people heard the doctor’s instructions. The female doctor was too lazy to repeat it a second time, so she arranged for people to enter the shielding room.

Chen hansheng looked at the time and said to Shen youchu, ” I’ll go get the report later and find a registration expert to take a look at it. You wait for the film here and stagger the action to save time.

On one hand, it was to save time. On the other hand, he wanted to know the results as soon as possible.

Soon, the report came out of the window. When Chen hansheng heard the name ” Shen youchu, ” his heart skipped a beat. He took a deep breath and walked over to get the report.

As soon as he received it, Chen hansheng’s first reaction was to look down. It was only when he saw the line ” no abnormalities found in the lungs ” in the examination results column that he felt his heart relax again.

Chen hansheng found it funny and turned to look at Shen youchu, who was obediently waiting for the black and white film.

There were a lot of people in line. Shen youchu looked a little pushy with his head lowered, but he also looked a little silly and cute.

Chen hansheng smiled gently and took the report to the internal Medicine expert.

there’s no organ lesion. This chest tightness should be caused by two reasons at the same time.

The female expert had some skills after all. She quickly analyzed the situation. first, she’s been under too much pressure recently. Fever and food aversion are all complications. We can try to change her environment.

Chen hansheng was in a difficult position. she’s still a college student. Unless she rents a house outside, how can she change her environment? ”

The female doctor shook her head. a change of environment is not necessarily a change of living environment. Sometimes, it’s also a change of environment to stay away from the people who give her psychological pressure.

Chen hansheng did not say anything.

“Also,”

The female doctor continued, ” there’s another reason. Your girlfriend’s figure is very good. I suggest that the undergarments be custom-made in the underwear store because the undergarments on the market may not fit perfectly. It may also be because it’s too tight. Although this is not a big deal, you have to take it to heart. If it’s serious, you may die.

Only then did Chen hansheng relax. In fact, external factors were easy to solve.However, the internal cause was him, so it was a bit difficult to solve.

Chen hansheng went to find Shen youchu again, but he couldn’t tell him the two reasons directly, so he only gave a vague explanation, ” don’t worry, it’s not a big problem. I’ll go to the factory first.

Shen youchu nodded and watched Chen hansheng leave.

However, just as she was lining up alone, a middle-aged woman with a bag on her back walked over from the side. She had a child in her arms and a report in her hand. She looked very anxious.

The middle-aged woman asked one by one, ” I’m sorry, can I cut the queue? the doctor said that there’s something wrong with my report. I need to give her a film to take a closer look because she’s going to get off work in the afternoon.

No one in front of her responded. When the middle-aged woman walked up to Shen youchu, her eyes were full of anticipation.

Shen youchu looked at her and didn’t say anything. He moved back a little to make room.

“Thank you, thank you.”

The middle-aged woman thanked her Drofuselv. but the DeoDle behind her were unhappy. college student, if you want to be a good person, then give it up completely. Stand at the end of the line and line up again. We all have things to do.

Shen youchu didn’t argue and stood at the end of the line with her head lowered.

However, the order in which they received the reports was fixed. Shen youchu’s kindness messed up the X-ray films of several people, including himself.

So when it was her turn, the female doctor looked up and suddenly called Shen youchu into the room.

“Did you come alone?”

The female doctor asked with a serious expression. “My boyfriend’s here too,” Shen youchu said helplessly.

“Where is he?”

“Let’s go, let’s go.” “What about the examination report?”

“It’s not with me,”

The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly.”What are your symptoms every day?”

“Chest tightness, food aversion, and powerlessness.” Shen youchu replied, her heart suddenly beating fast.

“That’s it, the symptoms are similar.” yes. the female doctor nodded. although I can’t see your report, the film shows that you’ve already started spreading.

Shen youchu’s head buzzed as she didn’t hear what the doctor said after that. The only thing in her mind was that the cancer cells had spread.

we suggest you stay in the hospital for further examination.

The doctor concluded.

“What about granny? what about little sister? and him?”

Shen youchu didn’t know how he got to the hospital lobby, but the ambulance stopped at the door with a shrill siren. The doctors and nurses hurriedly carried the patient on a stretcher to the emergency room and shouted, “”Make way, please don’t block the way.”

Then, a large group of people rushed in. Shen youchu stood in the middle of the crowd and suddenly felt like he was transparent.

The afternoon sun was at its peak, and the White rays of the sun shone through the leaves of the Chinese parasol tree, leaving a round spot on the ground. When Shen youchu walked out of the hospital, her legs suddenly lost all strength, and she slowly sat down on the roadside.

Looking at the cars coming and going, the hot duck blood noodles on the snack stalls, and the pedestrians passing by in a hurry, Shen youchu took two breaths of hot air and felt her soul come back to her.

“All of this is going to have nothing to do with me?”

Shen youchu couldn’t believe it at all. Suddenly, he felt a salty taste in his mouth, and tears started to flow.

She picked up her phone and as soon as she pressed the call button, she could immediately get Chen hansheng’s phone number, because it only had his number saved.

However, for some reason, the Korean dramas that Hu linyu had been watching recently suddenly jumped into his mind.

youchu, if I get leukemia like the female lead of ” romance in blue “, I’ll hide it from everyone and find a place with the most beautiful scenery to die in peace.

“W-why didn’t you tell your parents?”

I don’t want them to be sad. These illnesses cant be cured anyway.

you can’t tell your lover either, ” Hu linyu said. it’ll drag them down. You have to find a legitimate reason to break up. After all, it’s really cruel when everyone is helpless ..

“A legitimate reason.”

Shen youchu thought to himself.

At about 7 p.m., Chen hansheng, who had been in meetings for the whole day, finally walked out of the office. He looked up and saw:”lt’s raining,”

“Yes, the first autumn rain.”

“Are you staying for dinner tonight?” Zheng Guanyu asked.

Chen hansheng shook his head. I can’t eat at all. My head is full of numbers.

Zheng Guanyu did not force him. Chen hansheng had put in a lot of effort in the past two days, and the effect was obvious. 200000 Yuan was really worth it.

The driver from the factory drove the car over and Chen hansheng left.

The continuous high-intensity work seemed to have restored Chen hansheng’s busy life. He was a little annoyed and tired, but when he thought about seeing Shen youchu later, he was a little excited.

“BOOM!”

The sound of thunder woke Chen hansheng up. The car was almost at the school gate. The driver wanted to send him in, but Chen hansheng refused.

She jogged all the way to Room 101. Shen youchu was indeed sitting inside.

For some reason, Chen hansheng suddenly felt that something was wrong. He walked around and realized that the room had been cleaned up. Even the potted plants had been wiped again.

Shen youchu’s condition wasn’t normal either. She seemed to have been sitting in the chair for a long time, as if she had been frozen in the air.

“Why do you want to clean on a rainy day?” anyway, you’ll be stepped on again, ” Chen hansheng said disapprovingly. have you had dinner? ”

Shen youchu only reacted when she heard someone talking. She raised her head with difficulty.

Shen youchu kept telling himself not to cry, to be strong and finish the story, and not to drag Chen hansheng into this.

So from the afternoon until now, there were countless times when her tears were about to fall, but she silently held them back.

Although she had planned to do so, the moment she saw Chen hansheng, all the things that had happened in the past year came to her mind. She could not control her tears and even her breathing became heavier.

Chen hansheng was very observant. He wiped his hair with a towel and said, “”Don’t beat around the bush, just say what you want to say,”

“I, let’s break up.”

Shen youchu said. His voice was like a Candle in the Wind, without any strength.

“Ka Cha!”

A bolt of lightning flashed past, followed by a deep muffled Thunder in the horizon, which trembled faintly.

“What?”

Chen hansheng was stunned.

Break up?

He was 100% sure that he had heard wrong.

Shen youchu looked at Chen hansheng, clenched his fists, and pressed his knees against the table leg to gain some support. He repeated, “”Let’s break up.”

This time, he finally heard it clearly. He threw the towel on the table and glared at Shen youchu.”Did you take the wrong medicine tonight?”

In fact, Shen youchu was extremely afraid. She had to bear with her own panic and face Chen hansheng’s confusion.

“Let’s break up, okay?”

Her tears fell drop by drop, flowing along Shen youchu’s round chin and dripping into the cracks of the floor.

It was not that Chen hansheng had never experienced a breakup before, but this time, he had come for no reason.

“Can you tell me what happened?”

“The teeth marks on your wrist.”

Shen youchu raised his head, tears covering his face. that was bitten by a girl, and that girl during the quarantine. Whenever I think about these things, I get worried.

“What are you worried about?” Chen hansheng asked in a deep voice.

“I was worried that you would leave me.”

Shen youchu looked at Chen hansheng and pleaded, “”Please, I beg you, can you let me live alone?”

Looking at Shen youchu like this, Chen hansheng suddenly remembered what the doctor had said: sometimes, it’s also a change of environment to stay away from the people who give her psychological pressure.

He walked over and wiped Shen youchu’s tears as he said, ” you didn’t leave me even when there was such a big problem during the quarantine. You definitely won’t leave me now because of the teeth marks on your wrist.

Chen hansheng knew Shen youchu well. In this relationship, he had the initiative.”The wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding. You must have your reasons for spouting nonsense this time, so I won’t agree to it.”

Shen youchu actually wanted to tell Chen hansheng the truth, but as Hu linyu had said, this was an illness that even her lover could not help with. She did not want to drag Chen hansheng and his entire family down with her.

In short, Chen hansheng was also liked by many people, especially the beautiful girl from Eastern University. She was really outstanding.

Therefore, Shen youchu didn’t say anything and only shook his head while crying.

Suddenly, the door of unit 101 was pushed open. Shang Yanyan closed her umbrella as she entered. it’s raining heavily outside. I’ll take shelter here for a while.

When she looked up, she was also stunned. She did not expect to see such a scene.

Shen youchu was not used to crying in front of others. He stood up and walked to the door, then turned to look at Chen hansheng.

There was reliance, reluctance, sweetness, and grievance in her eyes, but they all turned into one sentence.

“You have to be well.”

Shen youchu rushed into the rain after he finished speaking. In the heavy rain, his figure was small and lonely.

Do you want to go? ”

Just as Shang Yanyan was about to speak, Chen hansheng ran out.

“Chen hansheng and Shen youchu broke up?”

This message filled Shang Yanyan’s mind. The rain was getting heavier, but she gritted her teeth, took off her high heels, and chased after him barefooted.

Chen hansheng finally caught up with Shen youchu at the dormitory door. He shouted angrily behind him, ” if you have any problems, tell me and we can definitely solve them. But you just walked away like that. Have you ever thought about my feelings? ”

Shen youchu paused for a moment, but in the end, he entered the female dormitory without looking back. At the corner of the stairs, Shen youchu couldn’t hold it in anymore. He squatted down on the steps, hugged his knees, and started crying helplessly.

“Actually, I don’t want to leave either.”

Watching Shen youchu leave, Chen hansheng suddenly felt a little dazed and let the rain wash over him.

“Tap, tap, tap!”

Shang Yanyan had also caught up to them. She saw Chen hansheng standing alone outside the girls ‘dormitory and pulled him to the corridor in the small garden.

Chen hansheng knew that there must be a reason for this, but Shen youchu’s attitude was frighteningly firm.

He took out a cigarette and wanted to smoke it, but the rain had completely soaked the cigarette, and it drooped softly at the side of his mouth. In a fit of anger, he crushed it in his palm, and the tobacco leaves stained his hand.

Shang Yanyan’s heart suddenly ached. This was Chen hansheng, a mature hooligan. When had he ever acted like this?

She walked over and hugged Chen hansheng from behind, her body pressed tightly against his back, and she comforted him, “”lf you want to cry, then cry.

I’m still by your side.”

“Stinky sister, what’s wrong with you?”

Chen hansheng struggled out of Shang Yanyan’s arms, ” why should I cry? I was just dumped for no reason. From today onwards, I’m a single scumbag again. I should be celebrating!

That night, Chen hansheng, who had always been in good health, had a high fever of 1+0 degrees.