BXBX NOVEL Chapter 1987
"Until this time I was arrested, I still thought that if I went out, I would never do anything for this country. I would never be so stupid to die for it. This has always been my assumption, in which I get the pleasure of revenge, and I feel that losing me is its loss. "
"Until Nolan told me that I was really free, and at that moment, I didn\'t have the pleasure of revenge. I thought Why did it abandon me, I gave my best years for it, sacrificed all for it, added countless scars to it, but in the end, it failed me, why? "
"If it wasn\'t for the fact that 77 was an undercover agent, and if there was no Nolan\'s release of my freedom, I might never know that I had fallen in love with this city and this country, and I would really like to pay my life for it as long as it needs to."
"It\'s a pity that it doesn\'t want me."
Xia Qing\'s tone naturally reveals a touch of pain and loss, but there is no anger and hatred, which is a kind of hurt to the extreme.
"Xia Qing, it\'s not that this country has failed you. It\'s just that some people in this country choose to hurt you and fail you for their own interests. I think there are many people like Nolan who hope you will continue to serve this country." An Xiaoyao said in a gentle tone.
"If you really want to continue to work for it, you muster up the courage to fight for what you want, restore your reputation and innocence, and continue to work for it."
He did not know why he would say this, after Xia Qing confided, he naturally wanted to say so.
Although he regretted it for the first time.
He likes Xia Qing. He wants Xia Qing to leave the U.S. for ever. He\'d better fall in love with himself and build a trump card together.
However, after fan Xia\'s words, he must continue to work for her.
This kind of heartache, compared with the last one, is more violent and direct, which makes him want to embrace her in his arms, pacify her loss and give her everything she wants, even if what she wants conflicts with his interests, even if what she wants is to be his enemy, he doesn\'t care.
He didn\'t fall in love and didn\'t know how to love someone.
At that moment, Xia Qing taught him a thing, love a person, is to let her happy and satisfied, let her wish things come true.
"That\'s out of the question." Xia Qing breathed out slowly.
"My everything has been erased, even if I go back, my mood will be different." Xia Qing said with a smile, "to be honest, this time I was arrested, I was ready to die. I thought I would hate those who hurt me. But I suddenly found out that I didn\'t hate anyone. This is not in line with my personality. Maybe I subconsciously thought that I suffered endless torture, and from then on, I would break with you."