BXBX NOVEL Chapter 249 - Self Respect At Stake.
"Tell me, Valantina... Why did you do this to me? Why did you played with my feelings and why did you make me a mess today?" Jason asked as he looked into her eyes.
"I am sorry... I am really sorry." Valentina said as a tear falls down from her eyes making Jason chuckle.
"What? Sorry?" Jason asked and Valentina nodded her head in yes.
"Are you serious? Just sorry for whatever you did to me?" Jason asked.
"What else should I do more, Jason?" Valentina yelled making Jason wide his eyes.
"What else I should do?" Valentina yelled as more tears falling down from her eyes.
"You know very well how much I have craved for love entire my life. My own father... Used to abuse me... And I did nothing." Valentina said.
"My parents wanted to abort me even before I born... But by God\'s grace... I am alive... I wish, they had not given birth to me." Valentina said as she cried.
"As I told always... There was none to help me when I needed a shoulder. But there was only Xavier who bought me out of my shadow. He made me knows what feelings are. What are emotions are! Until then, I have no idea what are they!" Valentina yelled with tears.
"He is the only guy who support and stood behind me to make ny company come back into heights... How should I forget his help? He did everything to and bought me to this stage just because he loves me. Should I leave him alone to suffer himself when he needs my support right now?" Valentina asked.
"Yes... I am wrong. I shouldn\'t support him like this... By losing by dignity and my self respect... But how else I should support him more?" Valentina asked as she looked into his eyes.
"How else?" Valentina asked.
"He says, he was forced into this Marriage and doesn\'t wanted to have Rose as his wife and just wanted to get rid of her. He saying, he is trying his best to get rid of her... But he doesn\'t want to say why did he got forced?" Valentina asked.
"Do you think, forcing him to tell me everything is a right thing? Maybe it is... But he says, the truth will risk my life. What is there in that truth that can risk my life?" Valentina asked.
"Don\'t you think, I am going crazy with all these things going around me?" Valentina asked.
"Yes, I was a woman without any dignity and self respect until I meet Xavier... But he was the one that Changed me... I want to be myself infront of him. He is a man who lovede at my worst phase and made me a woman that many men\'s want me today! He showed me what I am capable off! How do you think I can leave a man who made me capable enough to stand on my feet today and made the world know what I am capable of doing?" Valentina asked as more tears falls down from her eyes.
"Yes, i am crazy for his love. Yes, we didn\'t thought to get married even though, we loved for 9 whole years... Yes... Yes... Yes... But we weren\'t a couple who rush things. We wanted to be independent and wanted to know this world that, how Powerful we are independently... We don\'t want our business to run by each other\'s name. Because we wanted to make our own name in this world. Is that wrong?" Valentina asked as she looked into Jason\'s eyes.
"Thinking about career before we settle down is wrong?" Valentina asked and Jason looked away from Valentina.
"You can\'t get over me... When you have just met me a few year ago... And fallen in love me... How do you think, I will get over by a 9 years love and relationship just so easily, Jason?" Valentina asked as she wiped off her tears.
"Yes... I did wrong for trying to make a decision of dating you. But, Jason, you deserve better than me in this world. You don\'t at deserve me because I have no dignity and self respect. You deserve a woman who has dignity and self respect!" Valentina said as she looked into his eyes.
"Whatever happens... I just can\'t stop... Loving... Him... But... If his love breaks me apart... Then... That will be my... Last day... In... This... World..." Valentina cut off in mid Sentence as she falls down on the floor uncounciously.
Jason\'s eyes widened seeing her suddenly falling down on the ground.
"Valentina..." Jason yelled as he walked towards her and got down on his knees.
"Valentina... Valentina... Open your eyes." Jason said but she didn\'t.
He took her in his arms and picked her up. He walked upstairs to his room with her in his arms. He laid her on his bed and tried to wake her up again.
"Valentina... Open your eyes... Ohh... God, what happened to you?" Jason asked as he looked at her and tried to wake her up.
Jason grabbed his phone and was about to dail the doctor when Valentina slowly opened her eyes.
"Val... Val... Are you alright?" Jason asked as he sat beside her and took her hands in his.
Valentina nodded her head as she kept her hand on her forehead.
"What happened?" Jason asked.
"My head... Hurts." Valentina said with pain.
"Let me call the doctor!" Jason said.
"Umm... No. I am fine. Can you get me a painkiller?" Valentina asked and Jason frowned.
"Are you sure?" Jason asked and Valentina nodded her head in yes.
"Yes... Can you just get me a pain killer? I will be fine!" Valentina answered making Jason sigh.
"Fine... If you say so!" Jason replied and gave her the pain killer and she gulped it down.
"Thank you, Jason." Valentina said.
"No worries. But are you sure that you are okay?" Jason asked and Valentina nodded her head in yes.
"Yes... I am..." Valentina answered making Jason take a deep breath as he looked at her.