BXBX NOVEL Chapter 250 - He Is My Destiny!
"I am really sorry for whatever I talked about, Jason..." Valentina said as she looked at Jason who sat infront of her. He took a deep breath and shook his head.
"No... I am wrong... I should have understand your love for Xavier!" Jason replied making Valentina take a deep breath.
"Um... I can understand you... I know, I hurt you so badly..." Valentina said and Jason nodded his head.
"You did." Jason replied making Valentina look into his eyes.
"You can\'t move on?" Valentina asked and Jason looked up at her.
"Do you think, I can? So easily?" Jason asked and Valentina took a deep breath.
"I want you to move on... Please... Don\'t care about me. If you are with me, I will only hurt you again and again... There will be no value for our friendship!" Valentina said as she looked up into his eyes.
"How easily can you say that, Valentina?" Jason asked.
"I know, it\'s not easy for you... But, Jason you need to do this." Valentina answered.
"Why should I do this, Valentina? Why? I love you and I will only love you!" Jaosn said as he looked into her eyes.
"You shouldn\'t love me, Jason... I am not good. I was never good for anyone... Neither my dad took me in thinking that I am good. Neither anyone else... So, why wasting time on me?" Valentina asked.
"Can I ask you something?" Jason asked making Valentina nod her head in yes.
"I know Xavier loves you so much... And you love him back just because he stood behind your back... When you needed some shoulder right?" Jason asked and Valentina nodded her head in yes.
"Yes... But... He made me knows what is love, Jason. He made me know what love can does to a person!" Valentina answered.
"What if he breaks you?" Jason asked making Valentina frown at him.
"What do you mean?" Valentina asked.
"What if he breaks your heart and go back to Rose?" Jason asked.
"He is already crawling into her bed... Don\'t you think it\'s easy for Rose to seduce him?" Jason asked making Valentina take a deep breath.
"He might leave you for her, Valentina? You might be alone?" Jason asked.
"Well... If that\'s what written in my Destiny then I will!" Valentina answered with a smile as she shrugged her shoulders.
"I don\'t know what else I should say to you? I don\'t know if you are crazy or a fool?" Jason asked making Valentina chuckle.
"A fool. A fool, Jason... Guess, it\'s easy for people to fool me?" Valentina asked making Jason shook his head in no.
"You really are! I so want to agree on that and want to show the real faces of humans around you... But... I just can\'t!" Jason answered.
"I don\'t understand, how can you be with someone who is already Married and has a ring on his finger of some others woman? And you just give in to him so easily?" Jason asked and Valentina nodded her head at him.
"Yeah... That is what wrong with me." Valentina answered.
"Valentina, can you talk your heart out please? Can you just say what do you want?" Jason asked making Valentina take a deep breath.
"Fine... If you don\'t want! But, Forget about Xavier... Please. He is not at all good for you! You don\'t have to love me... Don\'t think that I am trying to be selfish here... You can date any other men Please? Someone better than him? I know it\'s hard to forget him... But please, you can try right? I just don\'t want to see you get hurt again and again!" Jason said making Valentina take a deep breath.
"I know... I am crazy about him... But, I can\'t help it, Jason! I am in love with him, Jason... I can\'t get away from him..." Valentina said.
"Why? Why do you love him so much? Why?" Jason asked making Valentina look down and take a deep breath.
"I am broken, Jason... Inside of me, there are so many cracks and scars... I am not perfect... But, Xavier... He gave me the first ray of light in my dark life... And I felt so happy... I became a new me... And I am sure… I want to be with him for my whole life." Valentina said.
"I don\'t want to see you get hurt again and again, Valentina. I know that you will get hurt again and again... I don\'t want to see you cry... I don\'t want to see you broken... I don\'t want to see you in pain..." Jason said and Valentina nodded her head in yes.
"I am in pain right now, Jason... I am in pain of losing him... I don\'t want to lose him... I
don\'t want to see him go back to Rose... I don\'t want to lose myself again... I don\'t want to lose myself..." Valentina said in a tearful voice as she looked down.
"You will lose yourself again, if you continue to love him? I don\'t want to see you hurt so badly because of him and I don\'t want to see you cry again... I don\'t want to see you being broken again... I don\'t want to see you in pain because of him, Valentina." Jason said as he held her hand.
"I know... I know... But, I can\'t help it... It\'s Xavier, Jason. He is my Destiny... He is my first love. I will never forget him, Jason. I will never." Valentina said in a tearful voice.
"I know... I know, good things never last long... But, please, don\'t make me lose a friend like you... Please, Valentina." Jason asked and Valentina nodded her head in yes.
"I am sorry, Jason." Valentina said as she looked up into his eyes and smiled.
"Fine... If you are ready to get hurt again and again... Then, who am I to stop you? It\'s your wish to go get the pain of your life from him. But know that, I will be here for you whenever you need a shoulder to cry on!" Jason said making Valentina hug him tightly.