BXBX NOVEL Chapter 274 - 274: The Damned Past
MO Nianchen drove around the entire Y City, circling it again and again. It was as if she had left her mark on everything that was familiar to her. She didn’t know how long she drove before she stopped the car at the side.
He began his long walk, walking through every street that he had walked with her. He recalled her smiling expression, her sad expression, her disgusted expression, her angry expression, and many more…
However, every time he wanted to reach out to grab her, she would shatter like a bubble in front of his eyes…
Gradually, he stopped trying to touch this beautiful bubble. Such an illusion was reflected in front of his eyes. Even if it was a mirage, it could accompany him for a long time.
Recently, he would often go to the streets that they had walked on since they were young and feel the feeling of passing by her countless times…
Time flew by bit by bit. So this was the feeling of time passing by…
He had always thought that there was still a long time, but every happiness was so short and fleeting…
This person, whom he had always loved but never loved, was finally going to leave his world completely?
As he walked, he brought along his memories and sensed her scent. Unknowingly, he had arrived at the place where he used to live.
Back then, he lived alone next door to the Li family’s house, so he often went to her house to play.
At this moment, there was no one living here, and the courtyard was locked.
He took a key and opened the door to his old home.
The memories that assaulted his face seemed to suffocate him…
The eight-year-old him and the five-year-old her.
The 16-year-old him and the 13-year-old her.
The 18-year-old him and the 15 -year-old her.
He was nineteen years old, and she was sixteen.
The 20-year-old him and the 17-year-old her…
Her memory stopped at the year she turned seventeen. All the good and bad things were tied into a knot and stuffed into the depths of his memory. He thought that he would never touch it or untie it.
However, at this moment, the memories that filled the sky and covered the earth were so clear. They brought him back to those years, the time he spent with her…
When he was eight years old, his life was hanging by a thread. In order to save him, she was drenched by the rain and fell seriously ill. He remembered her, but she forgot about him.
From then on, he began his long journey of making his presence known in her life.
He destroyed her favorite toys, tore off her favorite clothes, and chased away all the members of the opposite sex around her. He always tried to get close to her, but he was always pushed far away by her.
She did not know when it started, but he had become the person she hated the most…
He thought that she would change her mind one day after a long time. However, after so many years, her hatred grew deeper and deeper. wnen ne was twenty years Ola, sne naa even sent mm a letter to DreaK up witn him, tearing apart their past and then leaving!
He would never forget the scene at that time…
Superintendent Ouyang and the others did not understand why he had asked her to forget the contents of the confession letter and stay by his side when he had received it.
That was because…That was a letter of absolute termination!
His self-righteous confession letter!
Back then, when his parents came to look for him and said that they would take him overseas, it was on that day that he received a letter from her. He thought that she had helped someone else deliver it and was about to throw it away. In the end, it fell by his feet and he realized that it was her handwriting.
He thought that she had suddenly come to her senses and wrote him a love letter. She happily told her parents that he wanted to protect what he wanted to protect. She even excitedly called Superintendent Ouyang to say that he had finally received a love letter!
Who knew that when he opened it, he would find a letter of separation inside! She was leaving! That was why she had specially written a letter to provoke him!
Even if he had always wanted to forget the contents of that letter, it would always appear in his mind. The five years when he lost her whereabouts was replayed over and over again.
She wrote:
‘MO Nianchen, you are the best devil in my life! As long as I like something, you will happily want to destroy it. You snatched the toy I liked and smashed it in front of me.’
‘Buy the clothes I like and burn them in front of me.’
” The boy that I like, capture him and destroy him in front of me.’
‘ Meeting you was my nightmare. Ever since I was young, you seemed to only live to humiliate me.’ ‘You always say things because you hate me!’
. I… What the… You…
Studying abroad…l filled out the application form for studying abroad.
‘If you…Today…No.
‘ I’ll leave tomorrow. I’ll completely forget about you.’
Although some of the words in the middle had been soaked by the rain, he still found them to be so dazzling!! No matter how narcissistic he was, he wouldn’t be so confident that he would think that these words were a confession to him!
All his hopes were gone, and there was only pain in his smile.
Bi Nian was so arrogant, but his self-esteem was completely destroyed by her letter.
Studying abroad? She was going to study abroad? Was that why she had specially come to break up with him?
He thought that he would be very angry and break off all ties with her. However, at that moment, he realized that he really could not bear to part with her.
When he saw the letter saying that she would be leaving the country soon, he chased after her and even used a helicopter to rush to the airport..
He wanted to confess to her before she left…No matter what, he had to fight for her to stay…
In the endHe made it!
He was so glad that everything was not too bad, and he was not too late.
He told her that as long as she forgot about that letter, he could let bygones be bygones and continue to let her stay by his side.
He felt that this was almost a confession. He did not care about the letter she gave him before she left! As long as she stayed!
He had already begged her to stay, but what did she say?
You know how much I hate you. You ruined my entire childhood! Now I’m finally free of you! From now on, you will no longer be involved in my life! Don’t worry! I will forget about that letter!
There’s no need to stay by your side! Just like this, farewell!
Hearing her words, he was even more moved than when he saw the letter. How much did she hate him to be able to do this?
Did she hate him that much? Before she left, she had sent him a farewell letter, saying how glad she was to leave him. He had already said that he wanted her to stay, and she actually said that she hated him!!
But he could not let go of her.
When he thought about how everything he had done was not acknowledged and acknowledged, he immediately became anxious. He pulled her in front of him and kissed her forcefully!
He thought that his efforts might be reciprocated and that he could express his love for her in the most direct way…
Who knew that not only did she not take back her hatred for him, she even hated him more!!
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