BXBX NOVEL Chapter 275 - 275: But She Was Not His!
He tried his best to express his love for her with a kiss, but when he opened his eyes, he saw her disgusted expression! His self-esteem seemed to have collapsed at that moment. He asked her, I’ve already asked you to stay. What else do you want?
How did she answer?
Not only did she not change her mind, she even told him that he was the person she hated the most in her life, and that she would hate him for the rest of her life!
How much do you want me to hate you? You’ve already done it! You’re the person I hate the most in my life. I’ll hate you for the rest of my life!
This was the only girl he had ever liked in his life. He had given her his first love without giving anyone else a chance, but she had given him a burning slap!
So many people liked him, but he only loved her.
So many people like him, but she disdains him!
The fact that he liked her was buried in his heart because she hated him!
Just like that, he was defeated…
Just like that, she escaped..
He waited for her for a long time, hoping that she would return on the next flight, hoping that she would change her mind…
However, for seven whole days, he stayed at the airport for seven whole days, no matter who tried to persuade him, he refused to leave, but she never came back.
After that, he went abroad with his parents. He could not see her, but he still refused to give up. He started to call her number, but it was never in the service area and no one answered…
No one picked up, no one responded. He was finally sure that he had been completely abandoned by her…
He couldn’t win her back, so he chose to indulge himself.
He had wondered countless times if he would still let her escape from his world for five whole years if he could turn back time.
In those five years, he kept looking for her shadow in different women, trying to piece together a complete version of her, but in the end, he found that there was no way to piece it together at all.
She was her, and no one could replace her!
So, when she came back, the hidden surge in his heart seemed to be ignited just like that…
He thought that he hated her, but he realized that he could not love anyone else other than her.
He was only punishing himself by torturing her.
He finally compromised with her again and again…However, all he received was her disgust…
How frivolous could he be when he was young? She thought that if she loved someone, she must love them until the end of time. She thought that if she loved someone, she must disregard everything to make that person fall in love with her.
He once thought that she would fall in love with him and that it was only a matter of time.
However, it was only when he lost it again that he understood…
In the end, she was just a grain of sand that he could not hold in his hands.
She had asked him when he had fallen in love with her, but how could she have known that the moment he saw her, he had already determined that she was the only one in his life.
No matter how much she disdained him, he could only love her.
When he could say that he loved her for the first time, she was still asking about the letter from back then. He thought that she did not love him, that it was impossible for her to love him. She was reminding him again and again that she could not fall in love with him.
However, he still wanted this illusion to last longer and longer, thinking that she loved him too.
When she nodded in agreement, she was so reluctant, but he still pretended not to see her…He wanted to give her the best of everything in the world. However, he realized that he couldn’t give her anything anymore.
So he finally thought it through. Perhaps letting her go was the best for her. He decided to let go of her while she had just fallen in love with him, while she had yet to fall in love with him, while she could still leave his world and forget him.
However, he did not understand why she kept coming back to look for him…
She had no idea how many times he had wanted to hug her tightly and tell her that it was not like this, that it was not like this, that he had always liked her…He only liked her…
He had finally recovered, but he didn’t have the time to say those words to her.
She probably didn’t want to hear it either…
Otherwise, why would she hide and not let him find her?
In the past, he always found her so easily.
But this time, he actually couldn’t find her no matter what.
Could it be that she had always hoped that he would be able to find her in the past? That was why he was able to find her so easily. And now, she did not want him to find her again…
Why was he still reluctant…
So, so reluctant…
As he reminisced, he walked past the house filled with memories and headed to the next door.
He opened the door next door and walked towards the attic.
That was the place where she had once lived. There was once her mark and her fragrance.
MO Nianchen went to Li Shengxia’s room and his fingers touched the desk and wardrobe that she had used before. It was as if her scent was still lingering in the air.
It had a faint, jasmin-like fragrance.
They said that the meaning of the jasmine flower was ‘You are mine.’
Yes, he belonged to her. She was attracted by this presumptuous confidence and bewitched by this fatal fragrance.
However, she was not his…
MO Nianchen opened one of the cabinets and found many memories in it.
A broken toy, a torn piece of clothing…
She actually still kept them?
Was he going to keep it to count the ‘crimes’ he had committed?
Just as he was about to close the cabinet, he saw a music box inside…
He had seen this music box before!
He was sure that he had seen it before!
He remembered that many years ago, there had been a period of time when she seemed to like this music box. Every time she passed by the window cabinet, she would stay for a long time.
Listening to the music box singing over and over again…
‘Although the decision to love you is very difficult, I won’t say sorry.’
He saw that she liked it very much, so he bought it. He had planned to give it to her, but he did not expect her to find it in his drawer first.
So he didn’t know what went wrong with him. He was probably afraid that she would definitely not accept it if he said that he bought it specially, so he casually said that it was a gift from someone else and put on a nonchalant expression as if he didn’t care.
Who knew that she would not want it no matter what, so he threw it away in a fit of anger…
Yes, he had clearly thrown it away. Why would it appear here?
MO Nianchen felt as if something had flashed past his mind…
He didn’t know how long it took him to fix the broken music box.
He saw the two dolls on the music box hugging each other, spinning and dancing, just like the waltz they had danced before.
He heard a song coming from inside.
” I tried hard to remember you and cry, to let myself love you deeply and then learn to give up. I don’t want to forget about you. Even if I could, I would rather remember all the sadness.’
‘It doesn’t matter if I try my best to think of you. I’ll use my blessings and gratitude to bravely lose you. Although the decision to love you is difficult, I won’t say sorry…’
The song played over and over again, and he seemed to see her shadow in the music box…
He put the music box aside and found a diary in the cabinet..